Who?

Told you this before they even passed the damn thing?

“There is still a lot of thinking on the right that if big corporations are happy, they’re going to take the money they’re saving and reinvest it in American workers,” 

(It's been a sham since the 80's.

Trickle down economics isn't a theory, it's theft.)

Rubio said in the interview, published late last week.

“In fact they bought back shares, 

a few gave out bonuses; 

there’s no evidence whatsoever that the money’s been massively poured back into the American worker.” 

Rubio: 'No evidence' that corporate tax cut is overwhelmingly benefiting workers

FYI

Putin’s Gambit Could Backfire

Sign...

Syria war: Missile strikes on military sites 'kill pro-Assad fighters'

You're

over there like:

"Like thats really gonna happen lol"

I know lol.

Sounded good though right :-)?

I

ain't farting around with you tonight.

I busted my ass today and got a busy day tomorrow.

You ain't gonna give me the good shit?

 I'm turning off the phone and going to bed.

Oh

lord, 

shes cooking up something lol.

Amen

classy.

Amen.

Couldn't agree more.

Pretty

cool there classy.

I liked that.

That

"I'm sorry' 

post  a second ago?

It's called being a man.

Get used to it.

Lets

go :-).

I'm

sorry?

Who you spending the rest of your life with again?

You want it go back to it.

Exactly.

Conqueror rights shall be invoked.

Intensely

and

Wholeheartedly.

Yeah

thought you had me didn't ya?

Nice try.

Whatever

I just laugh at you anymore lol.

Better yet?

I fart in your general direction.

From

a folder called "Testimony"

Created after my walk to Emmaus.

Hasn't happened...

Yet :-).

You're

gonna have to let me know youre serious in the stairs account
or im not going to share what I was going to share with you lol.
Seriously, youre going to have to let me know your there lol

Or you'll just have to suffer and wonder.
Just like your boobs lol.

Bahahahahahahahahahahaha

Had

no idea that was you.

:-).

Think I've tried that one.

Prayers

tomorrow.

Big day at the library.

Oh

One more.

Obviously :-).

I

love you.

Curious which ones become 

"the greatest hits"

It

really doesn't.

It just all becomes confusion.

Will you?

Everyday?

Will you?

I

will if you will :-).

You

said this first lol.

 I was like what?

:-).

I get it now.

I feel exactly the same.

Me and you against the world?

I like those odds.

Me

Neither.

More

Yep

Lol

I already do :-).

Dear Everybody

Close enough anyway.

You

fucking better believe it.

It's

exactly what he told me.

No idea, none.

It

shows these days :-).

I love it.

I feel the same way.

Always have.

Us

We've

talked about this.

It's not a stalker thing.

It's a home thing.

Exactly

Yep

Yep

Always have.

:-)

Well?

I hope so :-).

Fimiliar

with that concept.

Conquered it.

I

simply can not do without you.

Ring a bell? :-)

Okay

here goes.

Mine I'm talking about :-).

Am 8

Huh?

Not bad.

You sure youre ready?

You ready

for the onslaught?

I got 'em stacked up and ready.

Don't be half hearted.

You ready?

What?

 Did you morph into a bird or something lol?

Called Iowa today.

Left message.

No call back.

Try again in AM.

Sounds

like us :-).

I love it.

Like always.

Lets see

Absolutely.
Some stay, some go.

Sorry.
Thought you were doing pretty good.

Oh I bet.
Wait till later.
I'll help you out.
Stairs account.
Promise :-).

Dear lack

I felt it all day long.

Felt as though I was being lifted up.

I could feel it.

Promise.

You said you had my back spiritually.

I didn't have to close my eyes.

I could just feel it.

Dear

L___a__W______

You got a deal :-).

Ready to play if you are Dollbaby.

Oh

theres not going to be a dry eye in the house :-).

Not just yours.

I

don't know why you worry so much lol.

I'm good.

I'm getting what I always wanted.

More.

More than I always wanted.

Relax.

Don't worry so much about me :-).

I'm gonna call it 25 days lol.

The Friday before don't count. 

Something will be going on that day

Today is over already lol.

Somebody sure does seem to be getting excited :-).

No I'm not talking about me lol.

WTF am I supposed to do with all these screen shots lol?

Showtime

Gotta get.

Love you.

Try not to have withdrawals so bad :-).

I

am gonna go work out.

I got to get a couple loads of mulch and put it down.
Unless thats not working out to you lol.

I'm used to picking myself up after bad days.
Somebody tends to help :-).
They don't like to see me falter for long don't seem like :-).

Well?

You're not going to have to ache for that whisky laugh much longer now are you?

:-).

Very nice.

Thank you.

Morning

Sunshine.
I love you.

What are you thinking?

I got nothing else to do but sit around and look at
beautiful pictures of you and other women?
I got things I gotta get done woman.
I ain't got time for your shit.

Bahahahahahahahah

Well?

Maybe later tonight.

Maybe.

We'll see.

Don't know yet.

Leaning toward no to be honest.

We'll see.

Maybe.

A definite maybe.

Okay okay.

Later tonight lol.

I'll put up with your shit lol.

Things

that make the most sense:

"in a world that rushes by, he waited for her to heal."

"Good girls are like bad girls,

they are just much more selective about who they're bad with."

"We all know someone who speaks fluent shit"

You are the master lol.

Okay lol

One last time.

I love you.

Good Night.

Okay

I'm bout dead.

Phone is too.

It's on like 15%.

Use it while it's charging and it will never charge lol.

I know how you like that so much lol.

I'll check in from time to time.

I love you.

Good Night.

Lots

of people didn't like them.

I always liked this song.

Seems more relevant these days :-).

"Now that she's back in the atmosphere

With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey, hey

She acts like summer and walks like rain

Reminds me that there's a time to change, hey, hey, hey

Since the return from her stay on the moon

She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?

Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded

And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star–

One without a permanent scar?

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Now that she's back from that soul vacation

Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey, hey (mmm)

She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo

Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey, hey (yeah)

Now that she's back in the atmosphere

I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane

Told a story about a man who was too afraid to fly so he never did land

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?

Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day

And head back to the Milky Way?

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?

Was it everything you wanted to find?

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken?

Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance, five-hour phone conversation?

The best soy latte that you ever had and me

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?

Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day

And head back toward the Milky Way?

And tell me, did you sail across the sun?

Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded

And that heaven is overrated?

And tell me, did you fall for a shooting star,

One without a permanent scar?

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself?

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day?

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na

And did you fall for a shooting star, fall for a shooting star?

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na

And now you're lonely looking for yourself out there.

Can

you imagine?

The electricity?

The intensity?

The magnetism?

When we walk in a room together?

:-).

I JUST GOT COLD CHILLS THINKING ABOUT IT.

My buddy David Lash was blown away by the idea 

five and a half years ago or whatever.

Seriously.

That look on his face.

"Oh my God!

You two?

Together?"

That was five and a half years ago or whatever and things are still intensifying, magnifying.etc Lucy.

:-)

"Fly on, fly on past, the speed of sound

I'd rather see you up than see you down"

:-)

"For love's the greatest healer to be found"

Just

because :-).

Coma Cluster

I'm

gonna drop old boy in Iowa

(Don't even act like you don't know lol)

a line and just jog his memory a little bit.

Tell him to just remember me.

I'll be back in touch with him in the near future.

What

did you think?

I was gonna give it a three?

Best looking one in the world.

Period.

Blessed me :-).

85

today.

My favorite song of his.

Reminds me of you.

Like everything else :-).

That unconventional, odd, never quite on time phrasing,

 that just works somehow.

Pure genius.

Oh. 

And they ran him out of town when he first showed up in Nashville.

Go figure.

All the greats get crucified.

I should

have known lol.

"God is giving and then confirming a personal and specific promise in this season. 

Keep your eyes and ears open. 

You will be shown three distinct times what God has in store for you this year. 

Don’t limit God. 

You won’t get all of the details at first. 

When He begins to show you something so extraordinary that He has planned don’t begin to bombard Him with questions. 

Instead allow the promise to spur you on to greater levels of faith for the impossible.

What God is wanting to do through your life will take your full cooperation. 

What He is showing you is what He desires to do. 

You must say yes to God, not just about the promise but in the little things day in and day out.

Cooperate with God. 

This is only the tip of the iceberg. 

If what you are hearing doesn’t make your stomach flip with excitement and wonder and have you wondering, 

‘How in the world is this going to come about!’ 

It’s likely not this God shaped promise I am prophesying about."

You're so awesome.

I love you so much.

It's

not just the ones who:

"...have this fear of themselves not being able 

to accomplish their own dreams..."

It's the people who never had a dream to start with.

It's the people who, if they did have a dream, 

they never stepped out on a limb to take it.

It's the people who never had the guts to risk everything and fail if need be.

And a whole lot of others as well it seems like.

"Eighteen hours a day, theres something wrong, it's not healthy" 

I was barked at the other day.

No.

No, I assure you there most certainly is nothing wrong.

Everything is quite fine actually.

This is how you go about never ever having to work for someone less intelligent, 

less driven and less committed to your own prosperity than you are ever again.

This is how you just crush it.

You stay up when they sleep.

You're up before they're up.

You run around like a mad man doing everything that needs be done 

so you can get back to doing what you love.

You sacrifice everything.

Some people never had a passion for much of anything except following the herd.

Sucks for them.

 For us Lucy?

Not so much sweetheart.

You

know the drill.

12:30 is quitting time lol.

I got things to do in the AM woman.

I aint got time for your shit lol.

Seriously?

Do I ever get to sleep again lol?

Nick said he would be back in a few weeks.

I can't ever imagine what for lol.

Stayin in Louisville with Janet till then.

You

have been working on this, 

since you told me when I was still working in Louisville, 

that you would, 

"take me anywhere I wanted to go." 

And I rattled off a list of things I thought I would never ever see.

How am I not supposed to be just mind blown Lucy?

There

ya go lil miss stargazer.

The shocking truth about asteroids

Thats

kinda the point l___a__w______.

:-).

It's what I'm here for.

Concentration

of media.

"a merger would reduce the U.S. wireless market to three major players."

Cause thats just a wonderful idea right?

T-Mobile Advances Toward Deal for Sprint at $24 Billion

Somebody got that Prince record handy?

People are thinking it's a golden age to be alive.

All I see are warning signs.

Jeremiah 6:14 

“From the least to the greatest,

    all are greedy for gain;

prophets and priests alike,

    all practice deceit.

They dress the wound of my people

    as though it were not serious.

‘Peace, peace,’ they say,

when there is no peace.

(Get ready, it's coming, warning signs everywhere, this younger generation?

Not old enough to have seen the changes that have taken effect over the last 40 years.

It's just unsustainable)

Are they ashamed of their detestable conduct?

    No, they have no shame at all;

    they do not even know how to blush.

So they will fall among the fallen;

    they will be brought down when I punish them,”

says the Lord.

Its

been explained already:

Revelation 6:6 

New International Version 

"Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures, saying, 

“Two pounds of wheat for a day’s wages,

and six pounds of barley for a day’s wages, 

and do not damage the oil and the wine!”

The rich will get richer.

Workers will continue to work for starvation wages.

Not

sure how I feel about it.

Kind of err on the side of being a privacy rights enthusiast.

Think those days are long gone however :-).

The ingenious and 'dystopian' DNA technique police used to hunt the 'Golden State Killer' suspect

Wasn't

that impressed.

17 year old maybe?

Haven't had it.

They

can't though.

"Bring down others"

It back fires.

Everytime.

They will only end up bringing themselves down 

without even realizing it.

Particularly if it's someones manifest destiny they are fighting against.

Best to just stay the fuck out of the way.

Mom not to awful long ago:

"I just stay out of the way.

Just go do your thing"

:-).

I'm

not used to being loved.

Let alone like you're sharing.

Sound familiar?

Righton

N.R.

Very

cool.

'Pain, healing needs to happen' Stars shine in Alabama for Concert for Peace and Justice

Need this

for a bit k?

You

Bout to be her :-).

"When

somebody ask me, 'How do I manifest stuff in my life?'

"I say to them.
'What do you want to manifest?'
A better you?
More compassion?
Greater understanding?
Gift of wisdom?
More love?
Or the perfect mate?
Or the better job?

No...no...no...

Seek ye first the kingdom of God
and all these things will be added unto you.

And I finally got it.
If I spent my life sharing the wisdom the understanding the clarity and the love of God?
With as many people as I could reach?
I would no longer have to search
for the perfect mate.
The perfect job.
The perfect income.
The perfect anything.
It would all just crash in on me."

Borrowed.
Not sure who.
Awesome.
Truth.

Relevance indeed.

Yes

Y

E

S!

Dear: 527

Yes it was.

I just simply can not consider it living, 

unless I see that smile on a continual basis.

You

are more than enough woman for me Dollbaby.
I don't want anything or anyone else ever.
We can lay that one to rest for good okay?

Keep the pictures coming though lol.
You know.
From an artistic standpoint and all :-).
I do admire a good work of art :-).

But none will ever exceed you.
Ever.
Ref: You are more than enough woman for me.

So

I'm pretty good on the being inspired part lol.
Thanks for explaining things somewhat.
Means a lot.

I know you've worked you ass off.
And I know not just for me but for you/us etc.
My point is, it's appreciated Lucy.
Always has been.
I've always told you that.

Tuesday all day in the library.
9:30AM - 8PM.
Hammering out commentary on Isaiah 34.
Gonna try and do it in a day :-).
Inspired and all :-).
If not?
Get a good chunk of it done anyway.
Prayers tuesday everybody.

Love you lucy.

Being

your husband.

Thats what inspires me.

Thats what keeps me going.

After that?

We've already talked about some projects I'd like for us to make happen.

Dear

Ms Barks:

"inspired by a star"

What?
lol.
What star?
Who said anything bout a star lol?

"It's an exchange.
I respond to you.
I build this relationship to you.
I learn what you love, what inspires you, what you expect.

You've done an amazing job. 
Better than could ever have been expected
I'm just not used to people doing things for me, or caring all that much.
You just get desensitized to it after a while. I'm sure you can relate.
I just always kinda thought this. What you just said above.
To many times, for to long of a period now,
I would just mention something and then the next thing I know
I got a picture coming my way of what I just talked about :-).
It's just surreal to me that it's happening.
Im dense. 
Even when I know wassup, 
I'm dense.
It's just me, you get used to it after a while.
You'll think I'm playing at first.
Then you'll remember, "Oh yeah, he means it, he's not pretending, he really doesn't know or can't remember." Reference Cosmos if need be. Or? Reference: I'm just not used to people doing things for me, or caring all that much. You just get desensitized to it after a while.

I only hope to continue to grow through this connection.

Me too. Or I don't see the point.

I'm proud of the pictures I take
and the captions I write,
the people I meet
and the adventures I live.

You should be.
I would be too.
They are amazing.

But if I can't share it and connect through energy?
Whats the point?

There would be none.

It's the connection we create that inspires me to keep going."

Me too.

Im just ready to start living it.
Not seeing it, talking about it.
I know. Live in the moment. I get it.
Not everybody gets paradise laid out right in front of them day after day.
Then gets told to not look forward to it.
Others have said it would have drove them insane by now.
Not me. Not yet anyway lol. 27 days or whatever lol.

Always keep in mind,
Not everybody has the perspective you do from your experience.

While others of us may like to be more like that?
Without that experience?
It's a lil harder for some of us to come by I guess is what I'm saying.

I love you.
Keep up the good work :-).

Your husband.

I told you you need like buttons silly lol.

Tell

me it's not exactly what's happening.

"Powerful Attraction Perspective."

Dreamtime

indeed.

:-).

Going for a walk.

Then handle dinner.

Then laying down.

Sounds

familiar.

"You cannot touch the depths of another until you have touched the depths of your own soul. 

If it is the true essence, it is an essence shared by the other person as well, 

and deep love becomes unavoidable... 

a bond divinely influenced as if its been kissed by God"

I'll be

watching the race.

Phone handy.

I know.

You're busy for a bit lol.

Love you.

Yeah

so, it's an emotional day lol.
Go figure.
They all are anymore seems like.

I'm feeling like...whatever and

I see you in that dress.

Screenshot.

I just smile.
I see you and it just all goes away.
I can't harbor regrets, grudges, stay mad, nothing.
It all just goes away when I look in your eyes.

I knew there was a message waiting for me at church.
I knew it.
I knew it ahead of time.
I could feel it.
I thought about going to the later service at Lewisport UMC.
Voice said don't you dare.

I go in.
Sit down.
It's rough.
I'm praying.
Cause I get lost.
And I get tired.
And it'all emotional and everything...

and he says...

"The love that you've had for her since you met her
is indicative of the love I have for mankind.
The love you'll share together?
Wiping each others slate clean and starting over?
Is indicative of starting a new life with Christ.
That day in the library.
I kept telling you this is what it's all about?
Well? This is whats its all about."

And immediately, the burden was lifted.
Things got easier.

Then Brother Joe says:
(Talking about his wife)

"and I realized just how important she is in my ministry.
Without her? I can't do this ministry."

He went on to say:
"Unexpected experiences/obstacles?
This is where you can hear God's voice if you walk with Christ regularly."

He said what if you got to the end,
you saw Christ and he said,
"You wasted your life"?

Lucy?
This is our calling.
Were not going to miss it sweetheart.

I love you.

"It

starts with shedding things that don't honor me."

hon·or

noun

1.

high respect; 

esteem.

synonyms:

distinction, 

recognition, 

privilege, 

glory, 

kudos, 

cachet, 

prestige, 

merit, 

credit; 

importance, 

illustriousness, 

notability; 

respect, 

esteem, 

approbation

2.

a privilege.

synonyms:

privilege, 

pleasure, 

pride, 

joy; 

compliment, 

favor, 

distinction

verb

1.

regard with great respect.

synonyms:

esteem, 

respect, 

admire, 

defer to, 

look up to; 

appreciate, 

value, 

cherish, 

adore; 

everence, 

revere, 

venerate, 

worship; 

informal

put on a pedestal

"we should honor our parents"

2.

fulfill (an obligation) or keep (an agreement).

"make sure the franchisees honor the terms of the contract"

synonyms:

fulfill, 

observe, 

keep, 

obey, 

heed, 

follow, 

carry out, 

discharge, 

implement, 

execute, 

effect; 

keep to, 

abide by, 

adhere to, 

comply with, 

conform to, 

be true to, 

live up to

"he honored the contract"

I'm pretty sure you know where all that lies :-)

Im

"rooting for us" too.

We'll be successful.

Us.

Our ministry.

Everything.

Like God cares about my thirty minute bruised ego for his purposes lol.

I

knew there was a message I needed to hear at church today and trust me there was.

My heads not spinning anymore.

More on that after a while.

I just feel bad for you.

Having to be so brave and honest.

Cleaning out all the cobwebs so nothing gets missed.

So that I know beforehand and hear it from you first.

Thats a lot tougher than what I go through.
The honesty and bravery just make me love you so much more.

Cause you wouldn't be doing it.

If you didn't know how things play out long term.

So while it knocks me to my feet and bruises my ego initially?

The long term effect is, 

I know how much we mean to each other.

How committed we are to doing this.

Etc.

More later.

Don't worry about me.

Keep the good stuff coming.

:-).

I love you Virgie.

I got you, you got me, he's got us.

There's just nobody else in the world for me.

There never has been.

There never will be.

So don't ever worry about that.

Yes, yes I know you do.

Don't.

We both know how this is going to go.

They're going to put us on a pedestal.

Then they're gonna knock us off.

People coming out of the woodwork etc.

We just have to brave the initial onslaught.

Then things will settle down somewhat.

Thats the part that drives me the most crazy lol.

Knowing all this already.

And just wanting it to get started.

What a life.

What a love.

That awaits for us.

Hang in there.

Worried bout you.

We got this.

Your husband.

It's

just mind-boggling and it gets rough sometimes.

But it's you I worry about most.

And you know what?

After the initial uproar?

Things will settle down.

People will go find something else to be upset about.

It's what they do.

Love you Lucy.

I

got this.

Relax.

Everybody

forgets...

what Joseph went through :-).

"Go.

Trust.

You'll see."

I do what I'm told.

Even when Im confused about it. 

It's just me.

It's what I do.

And you know what?

Things work out.

I

gotta get ready for church.

Love you.

Less

than 28 days out.

I'll sleep in my truck if need be.

Nothing stops this.

Nothing.

Preordained since before time itself.

Why do you think it feels like it does?

I

can change this environment.

Somebody yesterday figured out I wasn't scared to if need be.

Been my buddy ever since.

Promise.

I

really wish you hadn't deleted that account.

It's like youre baiting me to get what you want then deleting them.

Thats twice now.

I know youre up to something woman lol.

I can always tell.

Somebody was

saying something about being blinded?

"Mama always told me not to look into the eyes of the sun

But mama, that's where the fun is"

:-).

N.R.

Honey baby...

wow...just wow..

Mind blowing sweetheart.

Mind Blowing.

Study up :-)

The Prophecy of the Two Witnesses

When

I came home that day?
And heard this for the first time ever?

And tears were just streaming down my face?

And I know you remember the day.
I could tell all the way up here it hit a cord.

These lyrics?

"See for me if her hair's hanging down
It curls and falls all down her breast
See for me that her hair's hanging down
That's the way I remember her best"

Your favorite ride?
Was exactly what I was thinking bout.

"I’m a-wonderin’ if she remembers me at all
 Many times I’ve often prayed
 In the darkness of my night
 In the brightness of my day"

Caused the tears.

Layin down.

Might sack out.

You know the drill.

Why does EVERYTHING 

seem like it was a big test at this point?
I mean, I knew you were full of shit Lucy.

Goodness girl lol.

I love you.

Good night.

20 years ago today

Dave Matthews Band’s 

third studio album,

Before These Crowded Streets, was released.

Cause

you know.

Always makes sense for Nicholas and Maya and Janet to come down and drive back in the same day.

Especially when Alan isn't going to be at church tomorrow and has something church related at 2 PM.

Y'all funny.

Okay

and away we go.
Good luck matching them up.
Skipping over some etc.
Then?
When I'm done?
Laying down.
Been going pretty hard.
Cooked and cleaned up dinner for six.
Talladega tomorrow.
'The big one" lol.
It always happens lol.

Like it and I'm not that big on cafe racers.

No, you are.

Plan on it.
Haven't even started yet.

Always liked her.

You my wild baby.

Sounds like two people I know here before much longer.

"in the soft gray mist of the in-between", exactly.

Christ.

Yes it does.
Well said.

Thats all we can really do.

Goodness.
My kinda Saturday.

Wow.
Beautiful.

Really?
Your phone gotta ring for that :-)?

Yes.
I know it.

:-)

Big dog bites the bone
Life's too short to take all this
Not true when what's more:
Life's too short to mind
Just keep on with
The Sweet Up and Down

Unturning her cheek
Inside-out, her neat little pose
Dirty, little girl
Climbs out of the hole in her own
In this Sweet up and Down

I believe in love
But believe it's my heart that keeps turning me down
I believe in love
I think it's just fine
Oh, the Sweet up and Down

Big pig turns to me
Pig he needs to eat like us all
Not far from the beast
Man sits down to feast on this part
Of the Sweet up and down

I believe in love
And believe it's my heart that keeps turning me down
I believe in love
I think it's just fine
On the Sweet up and Down
BT...

Up and down, inside out
Outside in some you lose some
You win for us all
Up and down we go
Bad times choke us all once or twice
On this Sweet up and Down

I believe in love
But think nothing about it when you're not around
I believe in love
I think you're just fine
On the Sweet up and Down

I believe in love
But believe in my heart that keeps turning me down
I believe in love
I think you're just fine
On the Sweet up and Down...

And

away we go again:


Great advice.

Yep. Agreed.

Yes it will.

and...:-).

Lets see

Do both batgirl lol.

Not for them but for you.
Exactly.

On point again.
Drown out the noise.
Period.

No it's not.
It's quite found actually.

Maybe?
Not sure.
Fuck it why not lol.

I

told you a long time ago.

Ancient kung-fu master tells student:

"If you move?
I'll hit you with this stick.
If you don't move?
I'll hit you with this stick."

Student say:
"I see.
I must remove the stick."

Staying off of social media as much as I did yesterday?
And trust me I was ready to go more so in that direction if needed.

That was my equivalent of "removing the stick."

Love you.

Phone

on charger 20%.

Could you tell I had just had enough yesterday?

:-).

Could you tell I just thought:

"I don't have to read this,

I don't have to respond to it.

I can just turn it off if I so choose."

Seems like Lucy :-).

Yes

Because were that special to him.

:-).

How

bout were coauthors?

How bout that?

For each other.

Funny how I say something on here about Alan at 2 on Sunday and mom chimes right in about what hes supposedly doing.

Yeah.

Right.

Sure.

So?

Who is the author of that next chapter that you know :-)?

Love you.

Funny

how Nicholas and Janet are coming 

and Alan has something he has to do at 2 PM on Sunday, 

cause you know, nothing is up.

dis·cern·ment

And all :-).

Why

did you have me send pictures of you then delete the account?

What was that about?

Dear Virgie

Whatever it is I manage to achieve in this life through the power thats working through me.
How ever many people get helped, whatever it is that can be created to assist others, etc.
If it doesn't bring me closer to you, put you in my arms for the rest of my life?

Then to me?
It was all a failure.

You're all I ever wanted.
I told you that from practically day one.
Told you I don't care about the past just us going forward together etc.
I'd like to think I've proven every word.

People will say, "Well he shouldn't feel like that" lol.
Like they ever have the right to say such a thing.
What they are really saying is,
"Well I wouldn't feel like that if I was him."
Well they're not me.
They have no idea how I feel.
None.

Nobody ever has the right to tell you how you should feel about something.
They might as well be saying, "Don't be you."
Everybody has the right to their own feelings.
How ever crazy others may think they are.

I'm me.
I know how I feel.
I've known since I met you.

I love you.

Your Husband.

Tell

me  

"Seems like somebody keeps tying up loose ends as well.

Well done.

Keep up the good work."

That isn't why that post got so many views :-).

I know better.

I love you.

How

long we gonna be gone on this trip when we go?

Three and a half years?

A time, times and a half time?

1260 days lol.

Took

my time.
Got down three loads of mulch.

Al mowed.

Swept and mopped floors.

Cooked diner.

Went to the lake and read my notes
on the book of Revelation from Brother Joe's
Bible study.

Thats my get away spot.

Birds.
Trees.
Quiet.

Caught sunset on way back.

Needed it.

Got a huge ass boston butt were (I'm) smoking tomorrow.
Got the rub on it it's sitting in the refrigerator.
Wood chunks are soaking in water.
Ought to be good.

All that and you know who was on my mind?
I think you know. :-).

Shower time then I'm laying down.

Caught up lol.

You did the whole.

"This will be waiting on him when he comes back"

Thing I like so much :-).

Thw love and wedding one was nice as well :-).

All it takes sometimes.

Calms my happy ass down.

Three

things you've called me nobody else ever has.

And I like them in this order.

"Beautiful visionary warrior."

I like that.

I'll take that.

Like

that picture of her a lot.

Seems like.

I know better.
Just don't care a lot of times.
Thats why its mad crazy love.

Hello yourself lol.

Have fun.

Oh I'm gonna conquer alright.
Then I'm gonna invoke conqueror rights as well numbnuts.
Yes, numbnuts. lol.

Crickets, noise, exactly.

Well?
I would if somebody would ever let me.

Yes.
You didn't say where to type.

Yeah.
We've covered that already.
Several times now.

No thanks lol.

Seems like.

You again?

It has to be.
I just don't see it.
Keep grinding.

Already talked about that one too.

Good advice.

The dog.

Sounds good.

I like that one alot.

Doesn't do anything for me.

Great advice.

I've seen that picture somewhere before :-).
Can't imagine who lol.

Exactly.

Seen it a ton of times.

I like that club

You know?
That situation has been reversed lol.

I love the artys stuff.

Deal.

Yep.

Have I?
Do you think I'm going to?
Rest don't quit right?

K

I know.

Nice lol.

Favorite.
Screen shot

Fury.
Awesome picture.

Thank you.
I love you.