I

had this vision? 

Dream? 

I really don't even know what you would call it.

We we're all loading up on the RV or the plane or whatever and everybody else was ecstatic.

Me?

I was very somber.

Extremely somber.

Finally I think it was Fawn who came over and asked what was wrong.

I told her, "Until somebody tells me when I get to see her? 

This is how it is. 

All this other shit?

Doesn't mean any more to me than that house and all the shit in it did." 

Then I went back to reading the Bible while everyone else was parting and having a good time.

And thats the truth.