I

apologize for forgetting that you fight through the same fears, insecurities/issues as I do sometimes.

That you have others around you who aren't as supportive as they could be.

That some want to shoot you down see you fail.

That were both in pretty much the same spot emotionally at times.

I forget.

I'm sorry about it :-(.

It's only when you seek reassurance that I remember were both going through a lot of the same things.

I'm like "Whats she need reassurance for? I'm the one fighting through a lot."

Sorry about the selfishness at times.

All part of the process I suppose.

Please bear with me.

Learning curve and all.

Know what?

I bet anybody who fought for their dreams and was about to see them come through to fruition went through the same things.

The whole darkest night comes before the dawn kinda thing.

The thing to never forget is how much I love you.

That if I never saw you again I would continue to write here and send DM's till I'm done and gone.

I guess that's what people are confounded by and fight back against because they don't understand it.

I don't understand it either.

Never really have all that much.

I just knew in an instant my life changed when I met you.

I know that what I feel is true and I do what I'm told and one way or another, even if it's not exactly how I thought it would turn out, and it's usually not lol, things always have a way of working out for the best.

It's just happened way to many times for me to not think it's going to happen again here soon.

Real real soon.

I love you Virgie.