Monday, December 31, 2018

I






Love you.




Good.




Night

You've



put a whole new perspective on things here this last lil bit.

I'm honored to believe you think 
I add value to, and compliment your life.
I'm honored to think you know me well enough to understand
I can handle myself in the circles you run with.

It's comforting.
Thank you.
For everything, always.

Seriously



be careful tonight.



Mature




relationships?

I told you a long time ago 35 is the new 17.

You



even let me know where you were going to be :-).
What the hell happened to you?

Bahahahahahahahahahaha

Righton





Not only are you
more intelligent that you are dazzlingly radiant?
You make time when youre busy as well.
It goes a long way.
:-).

Between



exchanging DM's these last few days.
That bikini.
JJ's note this AM and old girl saying what she did at work?

I'm pretty damn motivated :-).

Seriously



take it home with you.
I've already got some ideas.

Bahahahahahahahahahahaah

BTW?



They need to give you that bikini.
:-).
Damn.
The one from yesterday lol.

It



sure looks like a bachelorette party mixed with business.
:-).
Good move this AM sending the note from JJ.
You were a good girl for once.

FYI?





I saved it for a reason.
Figure it out.
:-).

Love you Bambi.

I have



"Mature relationships are where it’s at. 
That trust filled lifelong “I’m mad but I want you to know I love you” kind of security
That not having to worry about them posting your business and issues on social media instead bringing your issues directly to the table kind of relationship. 
That never going to sleep mad promise. 
Good shit."

no idea what you're talking about.
None. :-).

Made my day.
:-).

Thank you sweetheart.

Vegas.



New Years.

It couldn't be a bachelorette party now could it?

"You're



 almost there."


Almost where :-)?

Have fun



tonight.

Be careful.

"Good"





I don't even understand it.
How could you?

Rearranged you jim jams I think you said one time :-).

Any





reason JJ sent this to me today?
:-).

I



take it things are going according to plan?

I



just don't get the point of pushing somebody 
to the point where they would walk away 
from the best thing in their life just to make a point. 

We've been close.
Please be careful.

I love you more than life itself Virgie.

One



of the first things I saw this AM.




"You're almost there."

Didn't know that was you.

Thats



saying a lot.
Thank you :-).



Lord



knows we do plenty of that.



Sounds familiar




"Their



first night in heaven."

Still waiting yo.

I know





You



can't.
Neither can I.
Trust me or we would have done so a long time ago.



Don't



push me to the point of not caring okay?
I got enough stuff I don't care about already.
It's so ugly.
I hate it when I get like that.
Lets just not do that anymore okay?

Well



why don't you get there then :-)?



What



have I always told you I fell in love with almost instantly?



We



are one.
I've been saying that for a long time.



I



was leaving today and an older team member from another department practically came running to the aisle and says "There's that ugly man." Making it a point to be seen and heard.

I get tired of getting all the grief for a girl I don't have yet lol.
I mean, if I'm gonna take the grief thats fine, at least let me have the girl :-).

Well duh.



:-).



Like



I've said for six and a half years, me too.
Maybe we should do something about that.



Was



that a 13 because you like breaking my heart?
Or was it a 13 because you're ready to have some fun?

I'll



let you hug me and tell me.



Vibe



seems off in the house again for some reason.

Seriously



You broke my heart two or three times more than everybody else combined.
Tired of it.
Ready for some fun.

Rings



a bell.


"A gentle reminder that you did well this year. you met new people, learned new things and felt new feelings. you did so many things that made you scared. you picked yourself up off the floor after feeling completely defeated or heartbroken. you made other people happy. you let go of some people but the serendipitous meetings made up for them. it was your own hard work that paid off. you’ve come so far from the first day of this year. you have more wisdom and strength now. The only person you have to compare yourself with is yourself in the past. 2018 was a year of growth."

What



are you doing getting ready or something :-)?

Speaking of which, when we're going out?
You're gonna have to get ready first then I will.
Takes me about 20-30 minutes tops.

Yes



it is.






What



makes you think you will?


"I'm



 addicted to you."

I am to you as well.
Maybe it's about time we did something about that?

Maybe?

Anytime



now would be fine :-).



"We



can be heroes
just for one day."


I said it before I even knew what I was talking about.
It's how you know it's not you saying it.


Maybe




"When



are you coming to help out in wallcoverings?'

"When you leave."

Nuff said.
I always wondered how you were gonna handle the two week notice part.

I




hom·ie

/ˈhōmē/
noun INFORMAL•US

an acquaintance from one's town or neighborhood, or a member of one's peer group or gang.

I always meant it like "friend"
but if you don't like it?

Took ya long enough to tell me :-).

Call



it off then.
You're the one running this rodeo :-).



Someday



Maybe.




If you ever get your act together.
:-).

Have



fun tonight.
I'll be in bed by six.

Enjoy



your surprise a minute ago?
Bout the only way I can fight back :-).

What



did you do turn in my two weeks notice for me?
Thats how everybody knows it's legit?

Sure seems like.

I



love you.



Sunday, December 30, 2018

I





Love you.




Good




Night.

Lets





:-).

You



said why give up when the plan is already in motion.
I'd sure like to know what it is.

Because I'm loosing my mind again Lucy.
I'm an extremely confused, tired soul.

Vegas



Nice.

Nice swimsuit BTW :-).

You



sure don't act like it.



"However long



it takes, whatever I gotta do."

"This



is my dream.
This is  what I will work hard for each day of my life."

"All



day everyday till the end of days ."

K then.




Bahahahahahahahahahaha

You



seriously gonna make me work tomorrow?
:-).

My babe?



She's so awesome, 
she gets up with me early in the AM just to kid around any more :-).

"How



is she gonna get 300 people in New Chapel?"

Inquiring minds wanna know Lucy :-).

Amen



to that.



This one.






Really hit home yesterday.

I love you Virgie.

Probably not.



Will it matter?
Just glad we get each other.



And



that is :-)?



Agreed




I know





"One day it will come true."

It's what keeps me going.

Well



come on lol.



Exactly




Can't wait




HAhahahahaha



Us.



Enjoy



your lil adventure last night?
:-).

You





Know why.

It's not because I really like the song lol.

What



a compliment.



So



where are you spending New Years Eve?

Lewisport?
Cancun?
French Lick?

Isn't



that a great feeling?



I'll



never give up believing.
Never.



"Sapiosexual"



Well lord knows you found the right guy :-).

You



have been.



Like you





If you ever decide to show up lol.

K





Pretty



sure we got that covered.
:-).