Thursday, January 31, 2019

I





Love you.




Good




Night.

Do



you ever wonder if somebody will
ever go back and try and decipher
what we've said to each other through the years?

:-)






Us on our wedding night lol.
You're gonna be all over me.
I'm gonna be like, 
"I waited seven years, 
you may have to wait another 24 hours :-)."

I couldn't do that to you either Lucy :-).
I love you sweetheart.

Made



me laugh.



Sounds



like us again.



What



did you know :-)?



Always





It



gets worse everyday.




Can't we just run off to Vegas or something?
:-).

That's



kinda what I was hoping for :-).



Bout to :-)





Since



I met you.



Same :-)





Imagine



if I shut it all down for about three days now?




Thats how you played for the longest :-).

I just can't do it to you sweetheart.
I just can't.

FYI



You know I still see you logged into other accounts right?
Thought you might wanna know.
Knucklehead.

Did






earlier today.
:-).

You





I



"so here’s to remembering that i’m doing the best i can."


think you're doing great.
Keep it up.

I



can spot you a mile away these days :-).
You're in my blood.

Going back through and reorganizing things?
It was like witnessing a metamorphosis.
A transformation if you will.

I was like, nope, nope, yep, yep, yep, oh look and inbetween pic, nope, yep yep, recent, inbetween, nope, nope, yep, yep,yep..."

GLMO?



Im a big fan of foreplay.
But seven years?

Come on man.
:-).

"This



blossoming beauty is mine
and the thought of that is overwhelming..."

I'm not gonna lie.
Sometimes?
Yes, yes it is.

But I know I was made for this.
So I don't worry about it so much.

I



know thats your favorite number so I'll take that as a yes.

So



did you?
Really?

"i realised i loved you when i was driving away with tears in my eyes."


I mean, I cried the day I was texting you and I knew you were leaving.
But did you?

"i realised i loved you when i was driving away with tears in my eyes."


Be honest.

"Why



you always gotta be like BRB for?" 
lol

I remember that caption coming through that day.
I still thought that was a fake account then :-).

I



"Hello honey I'm back
You're there
Hey"


Im here now silly.
I  love it :-).

BRB goofball.

Lets



get this straight.
I'm gonna be your husband.
Not your damn errand boy sweetheart.
:-).

I love you Lucy.

I



love you.



Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Thats



a lil more like it.
Back to the grind tomorrow.
In the damn cold in the AM.

I'm




"and as i sat there next to you, i realized just how beautiful you really are, 
both inside and out. first, 
i fell for your shy but cute confidence when we first met. 
and then i realised that under that mask, 
you have a truly beautiful heart. 
i fell for your kind, loving personality and humor. 
i wanted your heart, and all of it. 
when we met up for the first time, 
my heart was pounding right out of my chest, 
my hands were trembling next to yours, 
and my mind was racing with questions and emotions. 
then, when you looked deep into my eyes and flashed me that smile, it’s like the whole world just stopped. 
it was only you that I wanted, just you and i, together. 
i think that’s when i truly fell for you; 
when i realised that our broken pieces fit together, 
and the parts of me that i had once lost, 
i had now found again with you. 
maybe we’re just another cheesy, sappy love story, 
but that’s okay. 
you’re worth the world; 
so i decided to give you mine and make me yours."

Just gonna revisit yesterday and drift off to sleep.

I love you.

"i wanted your heart, and all of it.
You've had all of it since we met.

"it was only you that I wanted, just you and i, together."
Since Ive met you?
Nothing else has mattered to me.

"you’re worth the world"
Yes you are.

I





Love you.




Good




Night.

I




Sweetheart?



I'd rather be annoyed by you,
than loved by anybody else ever.
You know this right?

I love you Lucy.

Im



tired of not being
your husband yet.

Tired of lots of things some days.
Today was one of them.

More



good shit.

Less Bullshit.

You



were just about to piss me off today.
You don't know when to stop sometimes.

I love you Virgie.

It's



been a long day.

Be glad I still play along.

Yes



you can put your freezing feet on me.
Use me as a pillow.
Steal all the covers.

Been looking forward to it for years sweetheart.

You've



made it obvious.
You miss me just as much or more than I miss you.
Probably more :-).

Been playing this game all afternoon sweetheart.
Who else we ever gonna be like this with?
Nobody.
Ever.

And we both know it.

Gigs up



about the card.

It's obvious.
There's nothing you'd rather do than try and annoy me lol.

"13 pageviews on the blog about whether 
youre ever gonna give up this running gag or not tells me what's up Knucklehead. Lol"

"Lol ok"

Sounds



like us.



Honey?



“Love her but leave her wild.”


I figured out a long time ago it wouldn't work any other way.

We



kid  a lot.
But you really are my world.
You mean everything to me.
More than everything I ever wanted.
I honestly believe I was put here to love you like this.
For us to do great things together.

I love you Lucy.

What?



you get to have a running gag but I don't?
Get it?
Gag?

Bahahahahahahahahaha

Oh I crack myself up sometimes.

Like you didn't mind playing along :-).
I know you to well :-).

Alright then



Break time.

I love ya babe.

I



got plenty more if you want them.
Not like you haven't seen them before :-).
You know the number were looking for and why.
:-).

Whatsamatter?



Not gonna say okay to that one :-).

Bahahahahahahahahahahaha

Oh you crack me up lol.

Yes



I do.



Heart



mind body and soul :-).



Seriously



those last two post told me everything I needed to know.

I love you Lucy.

Yes you are.





:-).




Damn straight.




If



you weren't such a practical joker all the time
these things wouldn't be so easy to figure out.
:-).

I love you Lucy.

Be mad lol



Good for you :-).

Oh



there will be more instruction involved than that :-).




Count on it.

It's



kinda why I'm not worried about your phone Dingleberry.
:-).



Well



I hope so
:-).



Yours



“Please be gentle with my heart. 
She has been to hell and back, and I’m afraid to fall from heaven again.”

Isn't the only one.

Do



you ever stop?
Goodness GF lol.

Like you need a $50 Amazon gift card to upgrade your phone :-).
Please.

You crack me up.
Seriously, I'm over here rolling.

That



would be her.
:-).



Are



you ever gonna give up the running gift card gag?
Let me guess.
No.
:-).

About to :-).





All



part of my master plan :-).



I



know you do.
It's appreciated.




I love you Lucy.

There



are days?

I give anything 
to be able to argue with you 
over what size tissue box works best on the back of the commode. 
Square or rectangular.

Me too.





Of you.
Us.
Our future.

#letsdothis.

It's worse



everyday.
I don't even know how thats possible.




I love you.

:-)





I



love you.



Tuesday, January 29, 2019

I






Love you.






Good




Night.

Theres




larger forces at work here than just me or you.
Just gotta go with it.

Always





have been.

Well thats hard :-).






You silly.

It's



what 
it's all about.



I



"I miss you."


miss you more.

I



want the whole bottle.




No the case.
Forget it I want the whole fucking batch.

"...when



she illuminates the tears in the corners of my eyes..."


Like she just did.
You're so great.
And no, words can't explain it.

I love you Lucy.

I



got plenty more 
but I'll save them just for you.

Later.
Maybe.
If you're lucky.
Haven't made up my mind yet.
Not sure.
Leaning toward no TBH :-).

Bahahahahahahahahahaha

Love ya babe.

Case





you haven't noticed :-).

Bahahahahahahahaha




Really bad :-)




Yep





Okay?




How





can you?
You're you.