Morning Beautiful.

Morning Beautiful

Love you.

Love you...

Night beautiful...

Love you.

I see...

I see us...

old and driving around in my Nissan pick up...

your hair is long and silver like that pic in POF...

I'm bald (obviously lol) big grey handlebar mustache...

were running errands around the area...

having date night at McDonald's lol...

and everybody just looks at us...

and they know...

just by looking...

we are...

One soul...

in two bodies...

it will be that obvious...

it will only take people a glance

to see truth...

Love you...

I have...

I have slept with my phone right by my side for over a year now...

I want...

I want you here...

I get tired of it...

Needs to happen.

 This year sweetheart.

Before Winter, just like I said...

Monograms and all.

Peace.

Tired...

Told Christian last night I had made some vegetable soup and that he could have some when he got of work if he wanted. He said his mom had made some but that I could come back for a bit if I wanted. The guy literaly works and takes care of a  three year old and a one year old and that's it. I can understand his need for adult company besides his dad. Been there done that kind of thing lol. Anyway, ended up hanging out with him and watched an episode of Boardwalk Empire. Then came home and went to bed. Well, after talking all dirty to someone anyway lol.

Woke up at 6:45, made eggs, bacon and sausage for breakfast. Took him to school, came home and just took some time to chill, played around on FB, listened to music etc...

Turns out I had our dentist appointments all screwed up. I had put them on the calendar for Monday, thought they were on Tuesday and it turns out they were actually for tomorrow. Well I can't go tomorrow and I am not making two separate trips to Oboro for each of us so I rescheduled them for the 31st, (my second day off that particular stretch). Hopefully I'll keep it straight this time lol.

Laid down around 11:30, couldn't sleep, had somebody on my mind, just like I always do (you'll never guess who it is lol) finally dozed off and then got up at 2. Went to the bank, went to the post office, went to the dollar store in Lewisport (we should own stock in Axe body wash btw), went to IGA and exchanged propane tanks, came home, hooked up tank, had a half hour to goof off, went and got him from band practice, went to the dollar store in Hawesville (They had Decon, the Dollar Store in Lewisport was out0, we had a mouse problem last year so I am trying to be a lil more proactive this time around, went to the grocery store got stuff for dinner, came home cooked a full baked chicken, mashed potatoes, corn and dinner rolls, cleaned up kitchen, organized the Tupperware Cabinet, got the check book caught up, spent some time with him. He was much more chill today btw, thank goodness, yesterday bout drove me nuts, hadn't seen him that bad in a while, he literally did  not want me out of his sight. It's all subconscious, he wants all he can have as he knows things are about to change for us. It's all okay, like I said, much better today, it's understandable, all part of the process.Only thing constant in life is change, get used to it my son. Good life lesson if you ask me.

My life lucy, I get to make the decisions that affect the rest of it. Nobody else. Well, not quite yet anyway. Christian will be home soon, he wants to watch Sons, I probably will even though Ive been dragin' ass all day. Didn't get to talk to mom or Al much this trip home. Sucks.

I love you. I'm serious about painting our bedroom in the manner I have described. I think that would be really really cool. I think about you all the time sweetheart. Even when you're not hearing from me, you are always on my mind.

"Time to be happy and make plans for the future."

Well, lets do it then, what on earth are we waiting for?

Always always always on my mind...

MWA lol...I'll believe it when I feel it, see it and taste it...

Peace.

"...He wants to dream like a young man
With the wisdom of an old man
He wants his home and security
He wants to live like a sailor at sea..."

 Yeah he does...love you.

Out to

 

"...Out to the road, out 'neath the stars
Feelin' the breeze, passin' the cars..."

Tell me about it Bob.

It...has officially...become the new...Theme song. It be a different one if not for the 1080 miles of commuting every four weeks. I did all the ridin' I did last year to purposely find out comfort levels. I had a gameplan. I got it now, 42-45 degrees. Layer up, leather up, roll, anytime of year, don't matter, just absolutely no chance of moisture at those temps and were good.

 Once again the absolute best version of this. 

There was a time in the early to mid-seventies when Bob Seager and the Silver Bullet Band were the hottest, tightest band on the planet.

Bring it, or shut up about it...

Bahahahahahahaha

We're gonna...

Were gonna do our bedroom just like I said. 

Lady at church can paint the Kenny Chesney lyrics in script.

Peace.

Well

Now that's how you start a morning! 

Love you.

Rumi

Forget safety.
Live where you fear to live.
Destroy your reputation.
Be notorious.

You...

You just wait...you aint never had anything like it.

Gonna eat my lunch lol, woman please.

Morning...

Morning Sunshine...Love you.

Rumi

If you look around, you can find a face of God in each thing, because He is not hidden in a church, in a mosque, or a synagogue, but everywhere. As there is no one who lives after seeing him, there is also no one dying after seeing him. Who finds Him, stays forever with him.

I'm ...

I'm beat.

I'm going to bed. 

Not enough of me to go around. 

So I"ll just take care of me and everybody else can just "take a ticket, take a seat" and I'll get to them when I can.

I was up all of a whopping eight hours today.

All I did was bills, cook, laundry, shop, errands.

I need a break.

So I'm taking one.

Tomorrow: Owensboro for dental appointments.

Lowes.

Post Office.

Wal-Mart.

Get propane tank.

Bank.

Etc.

Lord knows what else will pop up.

 Be nice to get some rest for once before going back to work Wed. 

Nichs band made state.

Home football game friday PM.

Won't get home till 11 PM or so.

Leave school at 7:15 AM Saturday.

Get home from state 12:30 AM Sunday.

That right, a seventeen hour day.

Can't get anything done this weekend. lol

Has to get done today and tomorrow.

He's 14.

He don't understand.

I get things done my first day so I can rest my second before going back to work.

I'm the tiredest after the weekend.

My first day off is always the worst.

It's the day I feel the most tired and have the most to do and he didn't want me out of his sight.lol

Don't work like that.

I decide how I spend my time.

Not him.

He comes first till he is out of the house, but I (We) have a right to a life outside of him.

It's gettin close.

He is fellin' it

He will be fine.

 

Just keeping food and other household items stocked, laundry and trash caught up and paying bills when I am only here half the time is challenging. lol.

Oh well wouldn't have it any other way.

Nich's been really clingy lately.

Wonder why that might be Lucy?

Sweet Dreams dingleberry.

Love you.

Peace.

You...

You sure your on my level?

Think this is a joke?

Think I'm not going to do the things I said I was?

Think my bark is worse than my bite?

Come find out why don'tcha?

Well then...

"She's gonna eat your lunch".

Well then why aint she?

Your argument is invalid.

I was hoping for a matching of wits.

So sorry to see you come so woefully unprepared.

Bahahahahahaha...

That...

 My lunch aint all she is going to eat...

Bahahahahahahaha

Same old...

Same old, same old. 

Woke up, got him, went to the Dollar Store and the grocery, came home, put stuff up, cooked him dinner, made a big pot of vegetable soup from the broth from the roast, started laundry. 

First day off after working the weekend is always the worst.

You should be here.

I get tired of longing for you.

I want the real thing.

Not some electronic ghost.

I...

I can't sleep anymore...every few hours I wake up and I'm just consumed by thoughts of you...

When ya comin Lucy sweetheart?

Nich said "Can't Virgie just move here?" I was like "Well, that's kind of the plan. You know more about it than I do." He was like "Huh?" 

Yeah, right, sure, whatever...

Just get your little happy ass over here...

Stat...

Peace.