Saturday, April 28, 2018

Cause



you know.

Always makes sense for Nicholas and Maya and Janet to come down and drive back in the same day.
Especially when Alan isn't going to be at church tomorrow and has something church related at 2 PM.

Y'all funny.

Okay



and away we go.
Good luck matching them up.
Skipping over some etc.
Then?
When I'm done?
Laying down.
Been going pretty hard.
Cooked and cleaned up dinner for six.
Talladega tomorrow.
'The big one" lol.
It always happens lol.

Like it and I'm not that big on cafe racers.

No, you are.

Plan on it.
Haven't even started yet.

Always liked her.

You my wild baby.

Sounds like two people I know here before much longer.

"in the soft gray mist of the in-between", exactly.

Christ.

Yes it does.
Well said.

Thats all we can really do.

Goodness.
My kinda Saturday.

Wow.
Beautiful.

Really?
Your phone gotta ring for that :-)?

Yes.
I know it.




:-)



Big dog bites the bone
Life's too short to take all this
Not true when what's more:
Life's too short to mind
Just keep on with
The Sweet Up and Down

Unturning her cheek
Inside-out, her neat little pose
Dirty, little girl
Climbs out of the hole in her own
In this Sweet up and Down

I believe in love
But believe it's my heart that keeps turning me down
I believe in love
I think it's just fine
Oh, the Sweet up and Down

Big pig turns to me
Pig he needs to eat like us all
Not far from the beast
Man sits down to feast on this part
Of the Sweet up and down

I believe in love
And believe it's my heart that keeps turning me down
I believe in love
I think it's just fine
On the Sweet up and Down
BT...

Up and down, inside out
Outside in some you lose some
You win for us all
Up and down we go
Bad times choke us all once or twice
On this Sweet up and Down

I believe in love
But think nothing about it when you're not around
I believe in love
I think you're just fine
On the Sweet up and Down

I believe in love
But believe in my heart that keeps turning me down
I believe in love
I think you're just fine
On the Sweet up and Down...

And



away we go again:


Great advice.

Yep. Agreed.

Yes it will.

and...:-).




Lets see



Do both batgirl lol.

Not for them but for you.
Exactly.

On point again.
Drown out the noise.
Period.

No it's not.
It's quite found actually.

Maybe?
Not sure.
Fuck it why not lol.






I



told you a long time ago.

Ancient kung-fu master tells student:

"If you move?
I'll hit you with this stick.
If you don't move?
I'll hit you with this stick."

Student say:
"I see.
I must remove the stick."

Staying off of social media as much as I did yesterday?
And trust me I was ready to go more so in that direction if needed.

That was my equivalent of "removing the stick."

Love you.

Phone



on charger 20%.

Could you tell I had just had enough yesterday?
:-).

Could you tell I just thought:

"I don't have to read this,
I don't have to respond to it.
I can just turn it off if I so choose."

Seems like Lucy :-).


Yes



Because were that special to him.
:-).

How



bout were coauthors?

How bout that?

For each other.

Funny how I say something on here about Alan at 2 on Sunday and mom chimes right in about what hes supposedly doing.

Yeah.

Right.

Sure.

So?



Who is the author of that next chapter that you know :-)?

Love you.

Funny



how Nicholas and Janet are coming 
and Alan has something he has to do at 2 PM on Sunday, 
cause you know, nothing is up.

dis·cern·ment


And all :-).

Why



did you have me send pictures of you then delete the account?
What was that about?

Dear Virgie



Whatever it is I manage to achieve in this life through the power thats working through me.
How ever many people get helped, whatever it is that can be created to assist others, etc.
If it doesn't bring me closer to you, put you in my arms for the rest of my life?

Then to me?
It was all a failure.

You're all I ever wanted.
I told you that from practically day one.
Told you I don't care about the past just us going forward together etc.
I'd like to think I've proven every word.

People will say, "Well he shouldn't feel like that" lol.
Like they ever have the right to say such a thing.
What they are really saying is,
"Well I wouldn't feel like that if I was him."
Well they're not me.
They have no idea how I feel.
None.

Nobody ever has the right to tell you how you should feel about something.
They might as well be saying, "Don't be you."
Everybody has the right to their own feelings.
How ever crazy others may think they are.

I'm me.
I know how I feel.
I've known since I met you.

I love you.

Your Husband.


Tell



me  

"Seems like somebody keeps tying up loose ends as well.
Well done.
Keep up the good work."

That isn't why that post got so many views :-).
I know better.

I love you.

Friday, April 27, 2018

How



long we gonna be gone on this trip when we go?

Three and a half years?
A time, times and a half time?
1260 days lol.

Took



my time.
Got down three loads of mulch.

Al mowed.

Swept and mopped floors.

Cooked diner.

Went to the lake and read my notes
on the book of Revelation from Brother Joe's
Bible study.

Thats my get away spot.

Birds.
Trees.
Quiet.

Caught sunset on way back.

Needed it.

Got a huge ass boston butt were (I'm) smoking tomorrow.
Got the rub on it it's sitting in the refrigerator.
Wood chunks are soaking in water.
Ought to be good.

All that and you know who was on my mind?
I think you know. :-).

Shower time then I'm laying down.


Caught up lol.



You did the whole.
"This will be waiting on him when he comes back"
Thing I like so much :-).

Thw love and wedding one was nice as well :-).

All it takes sometimes.
Calms my happy ass down.

Three



things you've called me nobody else ever has.
And I like them in this order.

"Beautiful visionary warrior."

I like that.
I'll take that.

Like



that picture of her a lot.

Seems like.

I know better.
Just don't care a lot of times.
Thats why its mad crazy love.

Hello yourself lol.


Have fun.



Oh I'm gonna conquer alright.
Then I'm gonna invoke conqueror rights as well numbnuts.
Yes, numbnuts. lol.

Crickets, noise, exactly.

Well?
I would if somebody would ever let me.

Yes.
You didn't say where to type.

Yeah.
We've covered that already.
Several times now.

No thanks lol.

Seems like.

You again?

It has to be.
I just don't see it.
Keep grinding.

Already talked about that one too.

Good advice.

The dog.

Sounds good.

I like that one alot.

Doesn't do anything for me.

Great advice.

I've seen that picture somewhere before :-).
Can't imagine who lol.

Exactly.

Seen it a ton of times.

I like that club

You know?
That situation has been reversed lol.

I love the artys stuff.

Deal.

Yep.

Have I?
Do you think I'm going to?
Rest don't quit right?

K

I know.

Nice lol.

Favorite.
Screen shot

Fury.
Awesome picture.

Thank you.
I love you.