Did you...

Did you not like it when I wasn't in yahoo?

Did you not like it when you couldn't view the blog?

Keep it up and the day will come and none of it will ever be there for you.

I've told you.

Over and over.

I won't ever say anything.

I'll just go away for good one day.

Nothing James or mom or Janet or Nicholas would say would ever change my mind.

No explanations.

No reasons.

To anybody.

Ever.

Just drop off the face of the earth.

 Your call.

Your actions determine what happens.

I am tired of your lil girl horseshit that serves no purpose anymore.

I deserve better.

Tired of fighting through adversity,

It's all I've ever done.

I've proven enough Lucy.

You sure do like to dish it out.

But man you can't take it back.

Get over it.

Love you.