Tony...

Nobody gives you away but they do give you away,

I was leaving work Monday AM and I was filling my "Big Bubba" gallon thermos with ice from the ice machine in the break room. Tony just looked at me. I said "Yes, the type of ice is that important for the way I like to fix my bourbon and this ice just happens to be exceptional. Besides. it beats putting a bunch of cubes in a trash bag and walking out on the porch in 20 degree weather to beat the shit out of it to get my crushed ice. Our frig doesn't have a ice dispenser on the door." Tony says..."Well maybe your next one will." I said, "I doubt it, just not my style and I can get the ice I like from here." He said "Well maybe you'll move somewhere where somebody already has a big fridge with a crushed ice dispenser on the door someday...I not mentioning any names or anything." He was just smiling. I thought "Well isn't that interesting?" Few weeks earlier Tony had said something to the effect of "You don't belong here, you deserve to be somewhere better than this." I thought then "Where did that come from? What did he mean? Why would he say something like that?"...James said "I'm sure yall will go there." talking about West Baden Springs. I told you I could tell he didn't mean me and Nich. I think a picture is emerging here Lucy. I like it...I like it a lot.

"How ever long it takes, whatever I gotta do", but now you gotta tell me some how, that's all.

"If I can't have her forever, I don't want her at all". Meant it then, just as I mean it now.

Always said I could run circles around a woman when it comes to managing a home. I'll be your house husband lb, you can be my lb in the bedroom.

"Whatdoyasay I say?"

Bahahahahahahaha

Peace.

Heading to Cincy soon.

Love you.