She was running errands the other day and Huberts car was gone so I guess he went out to Shelbyville to feed his dog on his own. Good. He should sometimes. He avoids me. I don't avoid him. That's her problem after I am gone if he is still there by then. I can't stop these people from self-destructing. If Christian was proud of this woman I would have know about her by now. Her hair was wet, she had just got out of the shower. This is the type of behavior he has always exhibited. He has made his decision. He is not gonna change even though he knows he should. James said he needed better friends and went and found some. Christian told me he needed to do the same but hasn't and looks like he probably won't. If things were going good about his home I would be hearing about it. I'm not. That doesn't bode well. He asked for my advice, I told him to get the situation with Angel resolved before getting the house started. He didn't listen. I feel like he aint gonna be back at his place before were out of here. I hope not, but it looks like it. It's like he is ashamed or embarrassed around me and the truth is I could care less. He's got a heart of gold, hopefully we can still cook a time or two...I know he would be there for me in a pinch and I would for him as well...but that's about it these days...He just can not feel good about himself unless he is with somebody...It's dangerous...leads to trouble...aint nothin I can do about it...sux...weighin on my mind...
Just want my wife.
"...watch her walk..."
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