Happiness

is waking up to see my last post has a three:-).

I keep telling you it don't take much.

Love you Ornery Ass.

Ready to start that next phase of life sweetheart.

Tired of waiting.

Something tells me I know whats up with all these rude women at church all the sudden.

Word is out.

No way that many turn all at once without something being up.

Whatever, their problem.

Small town.

Small minds.

Small talk.

Better than that.

Bout to show some people.

Talking to Alan Wed after he has choir practice.

Telling him everything I know.

Telling him why I can't step foot back in that church.

Mom said Brother Bill walked right by her yesterday and didn't say a word to her.

Twice!

She called him out the second time, told him she didn't appreciate it.

I told her good for her.

Told her that if she was going to continue to go to that church she needed to protect herself emotionally and call rude people out on their behavior otherwise she would end up blowing up when it's least appropriate.

Told her it wouldn't take two or three times and people would get the point.

People listen to old church women now.

You go around making them mad and people listen.

Nicholas is back to "We don't do anything" whining crap.

I've asked the boy to go to Sunday night of Forecastle with me twice now.

Both times he acts like he could care less.

I don't beg anybody to go with me anywhere.

If he is not gung-ho about it?

Why should I wanna drag him around, pay his way and just have somebody there to drag me down/ruin my good time?

"Theres no EDM there."

Well no shit Sherlock, welcome to the world.

You would think he could go and people watch and enjoy the freak show but no, he wants to whine and bitch about "We don't do anything."

I've been wanting to see Dwight Yokum for 20+ years now.

Beck is closing the show Sunday night.

Oh the horror of it all for him.

He is worried about having to share his dad.

Feels like I am pushing him away.

I just want him to be happy.

To be able to contribute to the family and help with household chores.

We can all go do cool stuff together, thats fine with me.

Long as he understands there will be times when it has to be just me and you.

Really had enough of the homogeneity, illiteracy, abject racism and general redneck unenlightened, uneducated attitudes that surround us.

This place aint for us anymore Lucy.

Ready to roll.

My heart aint here sweetheart.

Somebody stole it over two years ago

ttys.