I'm

serious. 

I really don't care.

If it's you him and me?

Then good for us.

I aint got time for anybody's petty jealousy, bitterness, "Why him\them etc?"

Maybe if they would have taken the time to get to know us they would know why.

If Joanna had blessing fall on her, as much as that woman has put us through?

I would be glad for her.

For anybody.

Seriously, for anybody, I would be happy for them.

But these simple minded holier than thou simpleton fucks?

They can't be happy for us?

Told me everything I needed to know.

I've seen this song and dance.

It aint the first time.

People see you rising above your circumstances and they wanna waller in their "Why not me?" self-pity.

You find out who really supports you when:

1) The chips are really down on you.

2) You do well for yourself.

All I can do is pray for them, it's really all I can do. They need it worse than I do.

But in the back of my mind?

I'm like that's Christian?

Not to me it's not.

Let's roll Lucy.