Talked

to Nicholas the other day.

Told him about what made me so upset was him not wanting to help with getting appliances to the scrap yard, cans to the recycle center, trumpet sold before school started etc. 

Then he just ask for money all the time.

I think he got it.

We went to the liquor store lol. 

He stayed in the car.

I told him they had what I was looking for but that it would be easier to get out of my next check.

Asked him what he thought would be the reasonable, responsible thing to do.

Get the two bourbons I want now or wait eight days?

"Wait eight days." 

Well no shit Sherlock thanks lol.

Fact was, I wasn't even interested in the bourbons lol.

Just stopped in to try and make my point.

Told him a story.

Bout a lady whose mother had come into a large amount of cash.

Lady was middle aged, mom was elderly.

Lady wished her mom would just give her inheritance to her.

She could use the money now she thought, why should she have to wait?

I told him the fact was none of that money was that lady's.

It was still all her mothers.

There were no guarantees she would ever see any of it.

Her mom was free to do with it what she wanted.

She could spend it all.

Give it away.

Leave it to charity.

No need to worry about it or think about it till the time came.

He just looks at me with that lil smirk.

"You're a dick sometimes"

"Well I been hearing that for about 49 years now so yes, I guess I am, or at a minimum, I can be from time to time."

"You're just so in your face honest sometimes it sucks."

Sitting there smiling from ear to ear he was.

"It's who I am, so I don't see it changing anytime soon."

"Well you don't have to change but you could tone it down some."

After 49 years?

Don't see it happening.

Then we went on with our day.

I think I made my points.

His lil smirk when I was telling him about the lady and her inheritance told me all I need to know.

Nobody else around here worried about our financial situation so I'm not gonna either.

Seems like a plan.

James lol.

As soon as I posted "It's happening."

He text "Really?" I didn't respond.

An hour and a half later, "Seriously? Really?"

Told him he was the biggest practical joker I had ever met and that I knew he knew what was going on.

"I have no idea what you mean, I guess we can talk in the AM."

He comes in in the AM.

"So what is it you think I know about?"

I just looked at him with that give me a break look.

"Virgie?"

Funny how everybody brings you up when I never do anymore lol.

"Dude, I'm not talking to her."

"Okay, whatever."

He looks up pictures from My space.

"Is this her?"

"I don't know, can't tell, those are old, I zoom in on the nose and lips, thats how I tell."

Anyway, so what did you do? 

Change your name so everybody can say they are not talking to you and not be lying?

Did Vergie die?

Did I help kill her off?

Has she risen from the ashes to become what she always wanted to be like?

These are the things that race through my mind constantly.

Anyway, James ask, "Are yall talking?"

"We talk without talking, seems to be how we like it."

"Dude if I knew something I would have told you."

I'm just smiling.

"Whatever."

"I'd be mad if I was you and you did something like that to me."

"Why? What for?"

"I don't know I just would."

"This is how I wanted things to be, I'm fine with it."

Then we just had small talk, Carlos came in to start his shift etc. 

Always like hanging out and shooting the shit with those two.

When I was leaving I showed James  the picture of Shirley.Bowman all squatting on the beach ass cheeks sticking out with that nice white thong on and such.

"That's Virgie."

He just had that look of "Oh good lord" all over his face.

I shook hands and left shortly after that.

I never showed the boob pics to anyone lol.

I wouldn't have shown him that picture but I just felt like in this situation it was warranted.

Had fun at Jungle Jim's.

Always wanted to go.

Pics coming sometime today hopefully.

Love you.

ttys.