Thursday, November 6, 2014

Im

serious.

He pulls this kinda nonsense with us when we are together and I will fucking ship him off to military school somewhere. 
Something.
Upset his whole family, everyone close to him over nothing.
Think I am gonna sleep well when I get back to Janets in the AM?
It won't be your call, it won't be his call, it will be my call. 
Period.
He doesn't understand how close to the edge I am standing with him, never has. 
I simply will not put up with it. 
He was so emotionally upset but not bad enough to go spend the night with granny and grandpa. What a crock of shit. 
He knows whats about to happen.
He is scared.
He is acting out to get attention.
I've seen it in him over and over and over for 15 years.
Know him like the back of my hand.
Treadmill still in the basement that mom bought him btw.
Hasn't so much as looked at the owners manual.

One more word about EDM or being a DJ and I just might fucking loose it.
Know how many conversations I had with mom about punk rock or new wave?
None.
Nada.
Zero.
Know why?
Cause I knew she didn't care.
I can not feign interest in something that I am not interested in.
I just can't.
It's my personality.
It aint about to change now


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