Got

stocked up on Meds.

The nurse practitioner really listened and understood where I was coming from.

If I was Linus from Peanuts these would be my blanket.

Just don't have peace of mind if I don't have them. 

Or don't have a script for them, which was the shape I was in.

Time I need them it's to late.

It's what a lot of the Dr's don't understand.

They don't know about the condition.

Takes a pill a day for ten days.

Thats what they write for most people.

She wrote it for 20 with a refill.

After this go round?

Still got meds for three more if need be.

Hopefully not.

She said I did a great job managing the symptoms.

Lord knows I should know how by now lol.

Looked in my ear and went "Ohhhh." lol.

BP was 141 over 90.

Lady said that was a lil elevated but for a 50 year old man working midnights and being a single parent of a 15 year old boy? 

She said its fine.

I know why that is :-).

I was surprised it was that good given last nights ordeal with Nicholas.

Heart rate was fine.

Weighed 188.

Only three lbs higher than idea BMI.

Something tells me I am about to start living a much healthier lifestyle with a lot less stress.

That should help things a lot really.

Plenty of people, lots of them much younger, in a lot worse shape than me.

Love you.