Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Slept a


good five hours.
Gettin ready to get back down.

I've made my peace with the situation with him.
I told everybody months ago I would be done with him when he turned 18 if not maybe even before if he continues to act like this.
They laughed.
They didn't think I meant it.
Now they know.
Me Janet and mom gonna be on his shit like white on rice.
If he wants to be a lying, manipulating drama causing permanent victim of a person?
Then I will be done with him.
I will turn my back and walk away.

I had depression.
You don't turn it on and off with a switch.
It's more of a constant low hum in the background of your mind.
I won't pay for antidepressants for him.
I'm tellin that councilor what a bunch of hog shit this all is.

He is turning his whole family against him.
He does it to himself.
He needs to reverse course pronto.

I'll give him his college money and kick him out the door.
People don't think I will?
They aint learned shit about me.
They aint me.
They wouldn't have the guts to do it.
Watch.
Let me tell ya something.
He knows.
Thats all that matters.

He will either change his ways.
Or I know what I will do if he don't.
Simple. 
Easy.

Hopefully?
This the last of this kinda post for a while.




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