I

can hear what people are saying.

It bounces around in my head like a 22 shell sometimes.

"...At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet

And a freight train running through the middle of my head..."

Know the feeling sir.

Trust me on that one.

"How selfish of him...blah blah blah...after all Al and Norma done for him...blah blah blah..." on and on and on for fucking ever.

It's the very same ones that only ever pretended to like us.

They been yapping the whole damn time we've been here.

Let em yap.

"I'm a rebel, let them talk Soul rebel, talk won't bother me"

I bet they yap long after were gone, I bet you that much Lucy.

NEWS FLASH YAPPERS!

It aint about me.

It's about us.

All of us.

And it's about what's best for all of us.

Period.

Whats best for my son.

The kind of life he can have and how he can get himself and his family set up real nice.

Hopefully it's about helping people as well.

I understand that needs to be discussed\negotiated.

It's about havin' fun, and livin not existing.

Hopefully lol?

That's what this is about.

This is a blessing from God.

Period.

How anybody can say otherwise at this point is well beyond me.

People just don't wanna believe.

That's the only real explanation I can come up with at this point.

Love ya Lucy.