I'm

gonna go with the lady that was giving Nicholas rides home and her comment:

"Enjoying your early retirement?"

That and seeing my attorney at the Dollar Store a few weeks ago and talking to her for a minute and out of the blue she says:

"Have you found a woman to take care of you Andrew?"

"I believe so Carol." I said with a big smile.

Christian building that smoker and us getting in the cooking in right before he had to go back to work for God knows how long before he gets a day off. Pretty odd he had just enough time to get it built and for us to cook before he got called back.

Pat getting us rooms. 

Pat's broker than I am lol. 

Pat couldn't get his own room let alone ours.

Nicholas going to be with Janet on Fathers Day. 

Fathers Day? 

Would have been nice to have seen him but you know? 

I'll take a couple of days of  peace I guess. 

She is picking him up. 

Coming here to pick him up. 

She never does that.

All of these things and all these snide looks from people around here.

Pretty much tells the story I suppose. 

It's what I'm gonna go with anyway.

Even though it does seem like Sept.7th, Christmas and Valentines day all over again.

Only a lil more intense this time around.

Stakes a lil higher to say the least.

Guess we will see.

Love you Virgie.

With the kind of love that would make you wanna tell complete strangers about it :-). 

Thats how much.

Don't ever ask why.

Fact is I fell in love with your soul.

I knew it was a match for mine.

Both of us jaded and been through so much, thinking it's never going to happen.

The looks on our faces in the breakroom said it all.

Just don't ever ask why.

Please?

Let my actions prove to you that I do.

Just like they have and like they will continue to do so.

Just accept it.

Accepting unconditional love is sometimes the hardest thing in the world to do.

To ask "Why?" makes it contingent on things that could easily change or go away.

This doesn't go away.

This came from above.

Or we wouldn't still be here.

"It was hard work but they were neither one scared of  such a thing, so they worked hard at it and they managed to live happily ever after, like few people ever do."

Thats how I would end my book that I'll never write.

Something like that :-).