This

whole week has been like living in suspended animation, standing at the bottom of the stairs watching you walk down them:

"Be cool, be cool, oh God please just be cool, this woman is crazy about you, seems like anyway, she don't know you're a fucking nervous wreck, oh just be cool, smile, just smile for God sakes, act like you deserve the best, that's how you get it, nobody ever got better thinking they deserved less, oh God just be cool, she don't know you're trembling..."

Something like that.

Yall had all the time in the world to get ready lol.

Think about what I'm going through :-).