Love you.
Monday, October 31, 2016
I
went as "Wilson" from the TV show Home Improvement to a Halloween Party one year.
I thought it was pretty ingenious :-).
If nobody else dressed up?
I could put my fence down.
If they did?
"Hidey ho neighbor."
I was fatter then than I am now lol.
:-)
Whatever happens to you, don’t fall in despair.
Even if all the doors are closed, a secret path will be there for you that no one knows.
You can’t see it yet but so many paradises are at the end of this path.
Be grateful!
It is easy to thank after obtaining what you want, thank before having what you want.
Shams Tabrizi
:-)
"tough,
uncompromising,
ruthless
and thoroughly brilliant in equal measures"
Think about it for a second :-).
The
other "wheated" bourbon in the Buffalo Trace Antique collection.
I'm quite sure I would like it as well :-).
William Larue Weller
⠀Kentucky Straight Bourbon Whiskey
⠀135.4 Proof / 67.7% ABV
⠀
Fall 2016 Release
12 Years & 7 Months at Bottling
⠀
Bourbon of the Year – 2013–17 Jim Murray’s Whisky Bible
⠀Double Gold Medal – 2006, 2010, 2012 & 2013 San Francisco World Spirits Competition (SWSC)
⠀96 Points / Extraordinary / Ultimate Recommendation – 2012 Ultimate Spirits Challenge
⠀
Every fall, Buffalo Trace releases a group of special whiskey under its Antique Collection series (BTAC), and they are snapped up within days.
They are all exceptional.
William Larue Weller (WLW) is an uncut and unfiltered wheated bourbon that is hand-bottled at barrel proof.
You cannot escape the fact that this bourbon is tough, uncompromising, ruthless and thoroughly brilliant in equal measures. – The World’s Best Whiskies
⠀
Born in 1825, William Laure Weller one was of the early distilling pioneers in Kentucky.
After serving in the War with Mexico as a member of the Louisville Brigade in the 1840s, Weller returned to Louisville to take part in a family tradition of whiskey distilling.
⠀
Credited as being the first distiller to produce Kentucky Straight Bourbon using wheat instead of rye in the mash bill; Weller did so to produce a softer, smoother taste.
Weller’s ‘wheated bourbons’ became extremely popular, so popular in fact, it’s been said that he was forced to put a green thumbprint on his invoices and barrels to ensure that customers were receiving the real deal.
– BuffaloTraceDistillery.com
Rumi
Without you, I am like winter, tormenting everyone.
With you, I am a rose garden in spring.
Love you.
Sunday, October 30, 2016
To
summarize the last 24 hours worth of activities, oh I don't know cause I just can't help myself anymore or I can i just don't want to.
If you're gonna dish it out?
Be prepared to take it when your time comes.
If you don't wanna take it when your time comes?
Then don't fucking dish it out to start with.
See?
How hard is that?
Simple.
Easy.
Movin on.
Next!
I told you, again, a long time ago, you practical joker types are all the same, it's all fun and games till the jokes on you then you don't like it.
Suck it up buttercup.
Okay, nite sweetheart.
Love you.
I
just wanna make sure I got this right, cause you know, I'm a lil fucked up in the head and all.
So you can give me all the grief you want, for as long as you want and enlist as many minions to assist you and keep secrets from me including my family and close friends, you can also break my heart as often as you want for as long as you want and I have absolutely no recourse whatsoever?
What a great deal!
Where does one sign up for such a bargain?
Love you Dollbaby.
Nite.
I
mean fuck ya.
Take your horseshit on down the road if that's what you wanna do.
Kinda hard to get upset over losing something you never had.
"Break her bed not her heart."
Boys been trying for over four years.
Like I said, fuck ya.
Bahahahahahahahahahahaha
Now
I gotta get.
Cowboys are playin here soon.
Eagles.
Big division game.
I'd love to sit here and chit chat with you all night but you know...
Priorities and all.
Bahahahahahahahahaha
Now
when you wanna start breaking beds and having a good time instead of all this other bullshit?
Give me a holler.
I'll think about it.
Maybe.
Leaning toward no at this point.
Bahahahahahahahahaha
I'm
putting things here for the whole world to see and I'm doing it for a particular reason.
I want the whole world to know that I will not kowtow (triple word score btw) to some woman just because she's beautiful, intelligent and done well for herself.
Fuck that noise.
If that's what you want?
Most any guy would have done for you.
The fact that I won't kiss your ass and will gladly tell you to go take a hike is why you fell in love with me in the first place numbnuts.
Yes, numbnuts lol.
So dry your eyes, go work out, go for a walk, call your friends, do whatever the fuck it is you're gonna do and suck it up in the process princess.
I honestly thought you had found the big girl pants.
Apparently not.
I put up with your horseshit ad nauseam (triple word score again, twice in one post, that doesn't happen often :-) and now we're really really close and you can't deal with a lil of mine?
Nice.
Thanks.
Glad to know things are reciprocated.
Anyway.
Suck it up, get the fuck over whatever it is that's got your panties bunched up in a wad and move this thing forward to it's rightful new beginning.
Or go the ever living fuck away.
Which lol, you have made perfectly clear, multiple times, is not what you want to have happen.
Love you Dollbaby :-).
This
shit is not that complicated.
Say the word and we can both move on with our lives.
Problems all solved.
See how hard that is?
If
you think for one second that I am to scared to walk away from this?
Then you don't know me as well as I thought you did.
Sorry if that breaks your heart or whatever.
You said you wanted me to be honest.
So there you go.
I told you a long time ago one way or another with or without you I will regain my peace of mind.
I've done it plenty of times in the past and I'll do whatever it takes this time as well.
In a performance review a long time ago, my supervisor accused me of being "brutally honest".
I said "yeah, sounds about right."
I thought it was a compliment lol.
Needless to say, he didn't think so.
I
told you.
A long long time ago.
When I get fed up with your shit?
You'll just hear my bike keys jingle.
I'll shake them right in front of your face.
I won't say a word.
The next sound you'll hear will be the door opening and shutting.
You'll just be left sitting there thinking:
"Well he usually comes back home."
Woman logic, part unknown cause it just goes on forever.
It's perfectly acceptable for a extremely physically attractive, intelligent female, who has done well for herself to break a man's heart multiple times OVER THE COURSE OF FOUR FUCKING PLUS YEARS!
But if a man gets tired of it all and lashes back at her?
He's the dickhead?
Makes perfect sense.
Fuck
the "Dream".
I just want peace of mind at this point.
Trust me when I tell you.
I'm bout to get some.
Saturday, October 29, 2016
Never
had any.
Good luck finding some lol.
Buffalo Trace?
Wheated?
140 proof?
140 proof?
Food critic Morgan Murphy once wrote:
"If you want your guests' eyes to pop out of their heads in a fit of bourbon ecstasy, this is your bourbon."
I'm sure it would be one of my favs..
At least I've been to the gift shop lol.
Friday, October 28, 2016
Thursday, October 27, 2016
Then
today, the HVAC guy stops by the jobsite, Ricky looks up at him and says:
"Welcome to my Nightmare." lol.
Nich
yesterday when he was living said something about "throwing them to the wolves" or something about wolves I can't really remember.
I said "Thanks dude."
"Huh?"
"Now I've got an old REM song from their first ep stuck in my head :-)."
Wednesday, October 26, 2016
Tuesday, October 25, 2016
Monday, October 24, 2016
Rumi
"Everyone is so afraid of death, but the real sufis just laugh:
nothing tyrannizes their hearts.
What strikes the oyster shell does not damage the pearl."
Sunday, October 23, 2016
BADASS
Everybody forgets he gave away money to help build schools and hospitals in Jamaica.
The people that know nothing about the man but just like him because of his use of Herb?
They make me sick to my stomach.
I just wanna be like:
"Here, go read this."
Pretty
awesome day today really.
Had a great morning before even making it to worship.
Worship was great.
Broke out a suit lol.
Why?
Well?
Why not lol?
Wasn't sure about the hat but it matched and people seemed to like it.
Seriously why have the suits hanging in the closet?
Show people what you're capable of I say.
Plus when they are used to seeing me in what I normally wear?
It just has more of an effect on people.
It's like screaming, "Yeah, I can, I just choose not to most of the time."
Ricky asked if I was getting married lol.
I should have told him what I told the bartender a couple weeks ago, "Not yet." lol.
Plus it was a lil cooler and I don't think I've ever worn anything but a nice pair of jeans to New Chapel since I've been going there.
I take that back, I have worn a pair of dress pants with a polo shirt on a couple of occasions.
Brother Joe asked if I wanted to preach lol.
I said no but I did share during praise reports.
I mean I just kept looking at the sky Saturday night at Christians when he had a fire.
Looking at the infiniteness of it all and thinking how can infinity be 10x larger than we previously thought?
You know, "The universe declares your majesty", the tilt of the earth axis is just enough to give us the four seasons, any more or less and we would all burn or freeze to death and it's all just a big coincidence and an accident that it all came to be this way and 70-80 years ago we thought the Milky Way Galaxy (which contains billions of stars (suns) was the entire universe and now we know there are billions of galaxies that all contain billions of stars and now we know all thats 10x larger than we originally thought and that is just what we're able to see right now and you know, time, space, energy and matter just all the sudden one day decided to create themselves from nothing because this is what we see happening everyday in front of us right?
Hooey!
Anyway that was pretty much my praise report.
Ran errands getting myself hooked up for the week.
Hate getting off work and having to run to the store for shit lol.
Anyway, got that taken care of for a few days at least.
Had lunch at mom and Al's.
Nich and Brother Ken and his wife were there.
Alan was in Madisonville.
Went to the Sorghum Festival with Nich after diner.
Couldn't find any Sorghum Soap.
Sux lol.
Went back to moms.
Watched the race with Al.
Guy got a jack stuck under one of the cars in the pits lol.
Guy was doin 150 mph with a jack stuck to his car lol.
Never seen that before :-).
My guy blew an engine now he's out of championship contention.
He had a great year though.
Championships are hard to come by.
Dallas had a bye week, still 5-1 ;-).
Came home and piddled around here.
Wanna take a guess who was on my mind the whole day there Knucklehead?
Love you.
Like
I was sayin', I'm so glad we didn't front end load things.
I look around and I see a lot of miserable people.
A lot.
Sad really.
They didn't have to be.
Great song.
Great record.
They played a lil club in Bowling Green the year before "Keep your hands to yourself" blew up.
Friend of mine from my college plays with Dan Baird on occasion.
Pretty cool.
I've
already had worship.
Right here.
In my home.
Listening.
Reading.
Praising.
Now I get to go do it some more with others ;-).
How blessed can a man be Lucy?
Saturday, October 22, 2016
Went
to the store to get a few things.
Thought I would get Nero a bone.
So...you know lol.
Ofcourse this would pop in my head.
Not really sure they're talkin bout canines lol.
So
glad we didn't "front end load" this relationship.
I know four years + is a lil ridiculous lol.
But look what we're getting and where we're going.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I look around and I see plenty of people whose relationships aren't really alive any more, they just exist.
It was never what I wanted.
You neither I suppose by the looks of things :-).
Love you.
Karen
called me a monkey when I was climbing around the back of the dump truck yesterday :-).
Thanks lol now this has been stuck in my head ever since.
Morning
Beautiful.
"If destiny comes to help you, Love will come to meet you. A life without love isn't a life."
~ Rumi
Love you.
(Fell asleep early ;-)
Friday, October 21, 2016
Hz. Ali
"Souls resemble other souls,
and those that resemble each other are in harmony,
that is why people are attracted towards those they resemble.
Thursday, October 20, 2016
Wednesday, October 19, 2016
You
might get the pleasure of eating some of my breakfasts.
Maybe.
Not sure yet.
Have to think about it.
Really don't know if you're "worthy".
Leaning toward no.
Gotta take some time.
Think about it some more.
Bahahahahahahahaha
You
better get a move on lol.
The young lady that waits on me at the establishment where I get my football fix asked me if I was married last week :-).
Everybody was talking about food and what they like to cook and all I had to do was mention omelets, homemade hashbrowns and fresh ground coffee and the next thing I know?
"Are you married?"
"Not yet." I replied.
Seriously, better get it together lil one.
Bahahahahahahahaha
"I've
done my best to live the right way
I get up every morning and go to work each day
But your eyes go blind and your blood runs cold
Sometimes I feel so weak I just want to explode
Explode and tear this town apart
Take a knife and cut this pain from my heart
Find somebody itching for something to start"
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
Happy
90th Birthday Mr Chuck Berry.
"In the heat of the day down in Mobile Alabama
Working on the railroad with the steel driving hammer
I gotta get some money to buy some brand new shoes
Tryin' to find somebody to take away these blues
"She don't love me" hear them singing in the sun
Payday's coming and my work is all done
Well, in the evening when the sun is sinking low
All day I been waiting for the whistle to blow
Sitting in a tee pee built right on the tracks
Rolling them bones until the foreman comes back
Pick up you belongings boys and scatter about
We've got an off-schedule train comin' two miles out
Everybody's scrambling, running around
Picking up their money, tearing the tee pee down
Foreman wants to panic, 'bout to go insane
Trying to get the workers out the way of the train
Engineer blows the whistle loud and long
Can't stop the train, have to let it roll on"
People forget what a great songwriter he was.
Monday, October 17, 2016
"But
I know there'll be some way
When I can swing everything back my way
Like skyscrapers rising up
Floor by floor, I'm not giving up"
Love you.
Nite.
Sunday, October 16, 2016
Tell
"With her soft French cream, standing in that doorway like a dream,
I wish she'd just leave me alone
Because French cream won't soften them boots
and French kisses will not break that heart of stone"
me about it.
Morning
Sunshine.
Forgive me but all I can think about anymore is our wedding and how beautiful a ceremony it will be and how radiant you'll look in that dress.
It gets the best of me.
Just in case you couldn't tell.
Love you.
Saturday, October 15, 2016
A gazillion
against one for years and that's perfectly fine.
One fights back against a gazillion for a day?
End of the world as we know it.
Makes sense.
Y'all
had your fun for years.
Years.
Each and every one of you.
Now the balls in my court and I'm not allowed the same courtesy?
Sounds bout right.
I
get the impression people are scrambling about dinner tomorrow for some reason?
Any particular reason for that knucklehead?
I just wanna know, who thought:
"You know what?
Let's get him so tired, worried, aggravated and sick that he won't give a fuck about showing up?
Yeah.
Let's do that.
That will work."
Cause you know?
That sounds like a great plan right?
Seriously.
Whose bright idea was that?
Yep
Disappearing for a bit sounds like a pretty good plan right now.
I mean if that's what I gotta do?
To get somebody to tell me when?
Cause Lord knows it's in the works.
The house?
The bank can have it for all I care.
It hasn't been home for years.
They could bulldoze it or give it to crack heads.
It means a lot more to a lot of other people around here than it has to me for some time now.
I
told you a long time ago this whole thing is dependant on me being where you want me and being there at a certain time.
Good luck with that lol.
You play your game your way?
I play mine my way.
I
don't want to be around people any longer who are just going to pile more stress and bull shit on my plate.
I've had e-fucking nuff.
I've given people the benefit of the doubt over and over and over and each and every time they still did the same thing.
Every last time.
Without fail.
So why should I continue to give people chances over and over and over when they have already proven to me what they are going to do?
Mom wants me there tomorrow at 1:30 for some chilli.
Doubtful the way I feel.
Maybe I should just disappear for a while?
Maybe that might get some peoples attention?
Maybe then they would understand or listen?
Another
sleepless night?
Thanks.
Not that I'm sleeping good now anyway but
this is what you think I need right now?
This helps me get well sooner?
How long have I been telling you I don't feel good now for?
Over a week at least.
It
would be different but I asked and asked and asked for it to stop and told everyone multiple times what it was doing to me physically and everyone just saw fit to keep piling it on.
It was why I chose not to be around some people any more that I was.
Told you for years that I had enough.
Nobody listens.
Yeah...
If someone could explain to me why is it perfectly acceptable for friends and family to fuck with my mind for years on end, flat out look me in the eyes and lie to me and all thats perfectly okay but if I start complaining about my physical well being suffering from all the stress?
Oh lord have mercy now all the sudden we have an issue?
My head is fucked.
It's not going to recover tomorrow or the next day or the next.
It's just not.
What did you people think was going to happen?
All
the bullshit going on today?
They just went to commercial playing "Come and get your love" lol.
Most everything just faded away as I just broke out into a smile.
I can't sleep Virgie.
I just can't anymore.
It doesn't help me trying to get well either.
Hopefully?
That last conversation in text?
Is the last time that ever has to happen.
All I ever wanted was to be respected, be appreciated for who I am and know what the fuck was going on.
It's all I ever really asked for.
Friday, October 14, 2016
Came
back to me when Nich and I stopped to have lunch that day :-).
Don was born in Brownie, Muhlenberg County, Kentucky.
Country Music and Rock-n-Roll Hall of famers.
Something bout those harmonies ;-).
Thursday, October 13, 2016
:-)
"You know she's alright, oh she's alright with me
You know, you know, you know she's alright, she alright with me
You know, you know, you know you know
You know she's alright, alright with me
She's alright, she's alright
She's alright with me
She's alright
She's alright with me
She's alright
She's alright with me
She's al, she's alright, she's alright
She's alright with me
She's alright, she's alright, she's alright, she's alright"
Rumi
Love is the Stranger with a strange Language.
Love is the Language that cannot be said or heard.
Wednesday, October 12, 2016
"Why
do you love her?"
"You mean other than the fact that she's funny, intelligent, beautiful, hard working, highly motivated and has a kind heart?"
"Yeah."
"Because it's what I was put on this earth to do, I firmly believe that."
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