I

don't want to be around people any longer who are just going to pile more stress and bull shit on my plate. 

I've had e-fucking nuff. 

I've given people the benefit of the doubt over and over and over and each and every time they still did the same thing. 

Every last time. 

Without fail.

So why should I continue to give people chances over and over and over when they have already proven to me what they are going to do?

Mom wants me there tomorrow at 1:30 for some chilli.

Doubtful the way I feel.

Maybe I should just disappear for a while?

Maybe that might get some peoples attention?

Maybe then they would understand or listen?