I

got thousands of them.

Thanks to you :-).

I look at them sometimes.

But honestly?

Not that much anymore.

They were there to get me through.

Which they did.

So now I get to return the favor.

Mostly with your own words.

How cool is that?

I always told you, I feel exactly the same way.

Maybe I can't write it like you can.

It doesnt mean its not the same feelings.

I've been doing this for plenty of years now.

If this is what it takes?

To keep you from sinking like you do sometimes?

Then I'll do it gladly.

The rest of my life.

I'll be like taking a sledgehammer to an ant

as to destroying your feelings of emptiness.

And lifting you up.

Because to me?

You are more than worth it...

My wife.

My friend.

My lover.

My soulmate.

My muse.

My everything.

I love you Virgie.

I know you never will.

But get used to it sweetheart.

Your Husband.