Somebody

get a pretty healthy portion of what my life is like yesterday :-)?

Seems like.

When I heard the news announcer say:

"Antioch"?

It was like something went right through me.

You never know when it could happen.

It's crazy.

There are times I just have to run and get a piece of paper, 

pencil and just start taking notes as fast as I can.

Can't keep up.

Then it goes away.

Till it decides to come back.

Now that I'm comfortable with it?

I kinda like it.

I know whats going on.

Know Im being used.

Makes it easier.

It's the trying to take a drink with a firehose thing that gets overwhelming.

Not whats actually going on anymore.

Love you Lucy.