Some

people will just never ever get it.

Never have.

Never will.

"You doin okay?"

"Yeah, great, couldn't be better."

"Well you sounded kinda down earlier."

Cause they read a post from four hours previous.

"Nope, feeling great."

"Okay."

What they don't understand is the writing is cathartic.

It's how I stay sane.

No way all this bounces around in my head and 

I don't release it somehow 

and not end up in the funny farm.

Just the very act of writing about whatever had me down 

makes me not be down any more.

Or not near as much.

Or in a matter of minutes?

 Things have already drastically changed for the better.

So literally minutes after writing I'm already better.

Come at me four or five hours later 

and think I'm still in the same mode?

Completely not understanding me.

I already feel different now than when I starting to write this :-).

See what I mean Lucy?

Love ya Dollbaby.