Tuesday, May 15, 2018

This



you are the light of my life; 
the best of my life to be exact. 
your love for me can move mountains 
and shape the way i see myself 
on a deeper level than they can measure the sea. 
i don’t know how a person like you exists, 
but i do know how grateful i am for hope 
because of you. 
hope for the world, 
because guys with a heart like yours CAN be found 
sifted through this sad, 
shallow generation. 
hope for others, 
like something to strive towards, 
knowing grace this sweet and tangible 
has healing affects 
that thrive beyond hardships 
and rocky conditions 
and it changes the course 
of someone’s existence
for the better. 
always. and, hope for me. 
for all the times i hate myself 
because i’m focused on the past 
where guilt and shame take their toll 
on me yet again, 
parading around my thoughts 
like a circus monkey. 
yet you hold my chin so tenderly, 
look me in the eyes, 
and remind me that i am enough.
 i’m gonna make it. 
that i may be knocked down 
but not out forever 
and it lights up a fire in me. 
no, these words are far more than a blazing fire, 
they’re like fresh cold water
 to my quenching soul 
that revitalizes my deepest needs 
and drowns out every drop of doubt i ever had. 
hope for me for all the times i want to quit 
and give up everything 
i’ve worked for, 
when i feel weaker than a newborn 
and you help me start again, 
one baby step at a time. 
picking me up, 
drying my tears, 
holding me ever so gently 
til my nerves are calmed 
and i’m back to being me again. 
and lastly, hope for me, 
or better yet us, 
for a future so bright and full 
not even the sun could exude this kind of magic. 
so powerful and radiant. 
Resilient and sweet. 
you are everything i could hope for in a man. 
and i guess, that i do. hope. 
for the best, 
for our future, 
for those in our wake... 
this love, 
this unconditional expression 
and acceptance 
is a testimony of our story 
and it isn’t only for us to experience 
which is why it’s so special.
We are unique. 
In our own sometimes twisted ways. 
And the world can see it! 
But it’s just us is all... 
Just me. 
just you. 
Just us. 
And it works. 
So thank you for your heart 
you so bravely commit to mine. 
I need it more than words could ever express. 
You are my light that brings hope 
to the darkest parts in me. 
Te iubesc.

kinda love.

Thats what I'm fuck talking about.

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