Wednesday, June 20, 2018

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would have left when you did if you would have asked me to come.
I would have left when I knew you were crying when you sent that text.
I could practically hear the tears.
I would have left a week later.
I would have left that night in the parking garage when you were on vacation doing your drive-by lol.
If you would have stopped the car and said:
"Get in, lets go have a life together."
I would have got in and left and figured it all out somehow.
Any of the times I offered to leave in the NOC?
I would have left.
I told people.
They know.
They knew I wasn't kidding as well.

That is how sure I was of things after walking you to your car that third time.
Once your head hit my shoulder?
I said that is it.
This is it right there.
This right here forever.
Or nothing.
That is your choice boy.
Now what you gonna do about it?

Well?
I'd like to think I've shown some people what I was gonna do about it :-).

I knew.
I just knew.
There is just no way
we don't end up together.
Not for a while.
But forever.

So yeah.
Me and you forever?

Deal.
It has been from the start.

I love you babe.

ps You didn't know about the conversation that was had in the NOC with my co-workers about my four criteria for a future woman to be in my life till later. It's how I knew you were it. You don't have a list like that, simple as it was, and tell it to everybody out in public, out in the open, and then have you prance in my NOC a few weeks later and not think you're exactly her :-). It's why I turned to Chad and said: "Did that really just happen?"

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