K.

I just want you.

That's all.

In that dress.

Walking toward me.

The kiss just like we said K?

It's the lack of your company

and the knowing we can talk about 

anything and everything with each other forever,

that we cant talk to to many other people about 

and we can do so for the rest of our lives.

Thats driving me more insane than anything.

And yes I did want to push your buttons today and try and get a reaction from you.

Just to see.

Sorry I went overboard.

Last time I'm apologising.

Thats three times already.

You've upset me to tears.

Tons of times.

Every time I ever thought we would be together in particular.

Till the last few times.

Cause by then your effectiveness had worn off lol.

You know what though?

Each and every time.

I reached down and sucked it up.

Got over it and moved on.

Cause I knew in my heart there was no way I wanted to ever be without you.

I've already been without you long enough.

I've grown weary of it.

Obviously.

No more trying to push for a reaction just to see if somethings up.

Obviously there is.

I love you.

I don't ever wanna be without you.

Ever.

It's been long enough already.

Your husband.