Thank you

for listening to me yesterday 

and reading everything I wrote as well.

I wasn't in a good spot, not in the least.

You have the most uncanny ability

to pull me back from the brink of destruction.

I've never experienced anything like it.

You know exactly how to reign me in.

Sooth my soul.

Calm me down.

Make me believe everything's gonna be okay.

Better than okay.

Heaven on earth okay.

Others?

Others just threw gasoline on the fire.

You?

You extinguish it.

It's appreciated Lucy.

Thats what I'm trying to say.

I really didn't know what to expect this morning?

A few post?

Lectures mostly?

Who knows.

Lord knows I upset you yesterday, that much was clear.

Get to the Wi-Fi.

Have that apprehension in my belly right?

Not knowing what to expect etc.

Oh boy, here we go, what today?

You didn't just deliver.

You knocked it out of the park :-).

I did not expect what I got :-).

It was a very welcome surprise.

It was needed as well.

I know we are real close.

Everybody just keeps acting all weird and stuff.

I know theres no need to worry.

But thats just not how disorders works.

I wish I could promise there won't be any more outburst.

I can't.

I can promise that if there are?

I'll do my best to minimize their intensity.

You deserve that much.

Anyway.

This morning?

 It's appreciated Lucy.

I love you Dollbaby.