I

love you.

Good night,

I

\love you.

One

more time :-).

Okay

bedtime.

Night.

Wanna

take a guess how many days I haven't given thanks for the roof over my head?

The clothes on my back?

The food in my belly?

I think you know that answer.

Not braggin.

It just became a way of life a while back.

It's particularly true these days having been without some or the other from time to time a lil while back.

People who have been without appreciate more when they have.

In some instances it's why they see fit to share what they have with others.

Deal

Beat

yesterdays pageviews :-).

I love you.

Good night.

You

said a mouthful :-).

I couldn't agree more.

I

Love you.

I

love you.

Good night.

Do

I really have to post anything about how I feel about Kavanaugh?

And

this one too.

One

of my favorites.

Is

there a better compliment to give someone?

It's been that way since practically the moment we met.

So?

I have the answers in my head even though I'm not sure what the questions are?

Sweet.

Naw...

I know where you're coming from.

I know what you mean.

It just...It just all seems so surreal that my brain doesn't want to believe it.

I haven't had years to wrap my head around things like others have.

It's surreal.

It's like my buddy says, "When things seem to good to be true they usually are.", only in this case there not.

They are true.

Thats why it's surreal.

Thats why my brain is rebelling.

I love you.

I

love you,

Mom

made the best vegetable soup.

I love you.

Good night.

I

told people years ago this was going to be the greatest love story of all time.

Or I'd sink.

I never really thought we would be able to pull off both lol.

Oh

thats a good one!

Truth!

I may be a lil bit older than I wanted to be by the time were together 

but I still want to grow old with you and nobody else.

Seriously

after I have DM'ed you?

And the catharsis has worked it's magic?

Feel free to edit and share etc.

I trust you to not put out anything I wouldn't want out there.

This story deserves to be told.

Every last bit of it including darkness and the struggles and lord knows your getting more of it out there than I am.

Speaking of which

I

work around some people who I am old enough to be their grandfather probably lol.

First time for everything I suppose.

A song will come on that I think is a newer song, something from the eighties perhaps and then I remember, some of you people weren't even born yet when this song came out lol.

And yet to me it's a "newer" song lol.

Definite changing of the guard occuring age wise sweetie.

I know it

"And all the negative emotions / shit in your head. Yeah - it's not real."

"The only obstacle is the one in your head. 

The more you relax and flow with life the easier it gets. 

Keep going. 

You got this."

"You're doing great."

Francis of Assisi

"A single sunbeam is enough to drive away many shadows."

Nails it.

Shared

it before but it's the truth.

I'd give you all of it everyday 

for the rest of our days 

if you would just let me.

I guess in ways I already have.

I can't help but crave the togetherness that I know is coming.

Livin

my truth lol.

A nine?

We had a nine out of the gate?

Had to.

Makes sense

Yes

I do.

Always

Sounds good

"There

is often turbulence right before a breakthrough."

"This is

my dream, this is what I will hard every day for the rest of my life for."

I didn't say it just to say it.

I haven't come this far to just come this far.

I promise lucy.

I

need to remember.

Whats

the rush?

We've waited this long :-).

Yes.
Ofcourse we can.
Whenever you're ready.

Do

I ever.

So

yesterday?

The account I think is you?

Used one of my quotes for a caption :-).

Nice picture as well :-).

I

love you.

ps

Just beat yesterday's page views lol.

Night.

Seriously though

The fact that you're wanting to joke around tells me I shouldn't worry bout what I worry about at times.

And it's good to know you are getting all of them.

Messages that is lol.

I love you.

Good night.

Yes sir.

Sounds

about right :-).

I

just want to help people you know?

And it always, always, always starts at home.

Even if we had other plans and really didn't want it to?

God has a way of making his will be known.

Glad

to know you're still getting text.

Even if it is every ten months lol.

All you did today was tell me youre getting each and every one

and that we will be together, "soon, real, real soon."

Might as well had screamed it actually.

I love you Virgie.

I always said I liked your style.

Lots

of contact all the sudden.

What gives Bambi?

Enquiring minds wanna know sweetheart lol.

Guess we kinda have been talking off and on.

If you count every ten months as off and on :-).

So what?

It's gonna be another 10 months before you ever text me again?

It had better not be Bre, 

or Bambi, 

or Hot rod

or Virgie, 

or Beautiful,

or whatever it is you're going by these days :-).

I

get it.

I said holler.

And you hollered.

Will miracles never cease?

:-).

Love you Lucy.

Do

you ever quit trying to play the practical joker role?

:-).

I know that answer already.

Nov 22 2017

Told you I had it.

Always tryin to throw a boy off.

I remember this day.

I remember sitting in the library adding minutes and then texting you the first thing I did not expecting a response just like always.

I

love you.

I

love you.

Good night.

I

found it odd that two accounts, 1 that I know is you and 1 that I think is you both had the same caption today :-). Maybe I know it's you and don't think it anymore :-).

We

just had turtles mating in the front yard.

I kid you not.

Al looked out the window and said, "What's that? It's moving."

We went out and looked.

Dude was leaned way back waving his arms.

I had only ever seen one climbed on top of the others shell.

Not this guy.

He was leaning way back.

We thought there might be something wrong with them.

I thought what was going on was going on.

We decided to take a broom to separate them and make sure he was still mobile since it seemed unusual.

Turtle penis wasn't on my list of things I thought I would see today lol.

Holler

some time yo.

Which means you won't lol.

You're so hardcore.

I do love it so.

The grocery thing?

Think about it from an elderly person's perspective.

Its a lot easier to shop online at home and then just have to go and pick your order up and put it away once you're home than it is to have to travel to the store and walk all the aisles and do the same.

Amazing

hearing what somebody said about you without you around will do to lift your spirits.

And also to help explain whats going on and where we are :-).

We got this.

Period.

And

we beat yesterdays pageviews with 12's 10's and 8's to boot!

Yea!

Babe

just stays on a roll.

Can

you tell :-)?

This

one never gets old.

Like everyday.

Forever.

Deal?

I can't wait to wake up and see you at West Baden Springs

Bahahahahahahahahahaha

Did

the grocery shopping online today.

It was so easy.

Search box was extraordinary.

It was like it knew what I was looking for.

Had to watch sizes etc and removing items from the cart could have been easier

but overall not a bad experience.

Took an hour to get done.

It would have taken me longer to go to the store and walk the aisles. 

Pick up order tomorrow.

I could see in 40-50 years where grocery shopping is a thing of the past.

Where robots will go around and pick out your order for you.

Crazy.

Love you Lucy.

12's

and 10's and 8's oh my!

And yep

Yep

Daddy

just hit a home run with that lil rapid-fire blast.

I wonder why Lucy?

anymore :-)

mind

my

on

thing

only

the

Bout

It's

always nice to find out people are saying good things about you when you're not around to hear them.

(Check jj's DM's).

Babe

has been on a roll again today :-).

I

love you,

Good night

I love you.

So what?

Theres going to be some big around the world 

honeymoon/adventure were gonna leave on?

Sure seems like it Lucy.

Pretty much

Afterwards even.

This

guy wrote something :-).

Know what?

Can you tell?

Changing Directions

Might hit home.

Seems about right.

And

There ya go.