Saturday, February 21, 2015

Curves ahead :-). I hope so.



"I wasn't naked, I was completely covered by a blue spotlight" -Gypsy Rose Lee




Lamentations 3:22,23


Lamentations 3:22,23

Rumi


Whenever sorrow comes, be kind to it.
For God has placed a pearl in sorrow’s hand.

Isaiah 26:3,4


Isaiah 26:3,4

We


have a Farm City Dinner in Hancock County every year.

I promise you we do lol.

I



wanted to take you on dates in that truck :-(.
Always have.

Ever since you said it had "character" :-).

Well, duh, why wouldn't it have?

Bahahahahahaha.

Threes.



Sweet.

I told James



"I knew either the truck, me, or the house wasn't going to make it this winter."
He smiled and said, "Well aren't you glad it's the truck?"
We both chuckled.
He has had hard times, he knows whats its like.
I can respect that.
Plus we had a good laugh.

I give him a hard time sometimes.
Just like Christian a some others.
Lord knows we all got our faults.
But by God when I needed him he was there in a heartbeat.
Says a lot.
Means a lot.

Just



want to know when.
I don't wanna put a whole ton of money in the truck if you already know you don't want me to keep it.
Thats a decision I would rather make together.
I'd like to keep it.
But I got a feeling the repair is going to be to expensive and I'll be driving Nich's SUV for a while.

Oh well.

Love you Bambi.


Now


I can't do my Koronos Reboots cause NT is doing something lol.

I wish I had just stayed in bed lol.

Lots of



ones Lucy lol.

Well



wherever you are you have power so that is good :-).

Now where were we?



Oh yeah ass cheeks lol.

Friday, February 20, 2015

I



tried to find the scene from the movie but all they had was him at the end.
None of them had the part of him and her running through the train station :-(.

I feel



like Carlito in Carlito's way.
Tryin to make that train.
Everything's in place.
Just running to make it out.
Start a new life. 
Start over.

Only Carlito's way didn't end so well.

It's just the part about him running to that train and what it represents for him.
Thats what I feel like.
24\7.
Even in my sleep I feel like I am running like that.
To get to my version of that train.

Tired of working for imbeciles and unappreciative moronic idiots Lucy.

Had my fill.
If there is ever so much as flurries I am not heading this way ever again.
Not worth it.

They can't pay me enough for what my time is worth.
Not these days they can't.
Never again will they be able too.
No one will be able too.

Just hangin on.
Tryin to make that train.

It's never came before.
Thats the problem.
Thats my inner struggle.
That or every other one I got on thinking I was heading somewhere I wanted to go and it ended up at a destination I didn't wanna be.

That aint happening this time.
I'm not Carlito.
I'm getting on that train.
I know where it goes.

Peace.

Exactly.



Tell


me to leave right now.
I'd get a cab and go get a rental car.
Try me.

Thanks


for getting back with me so quick in Skype.
It's appreciated.
Tells me a lot.

Hope your warm and well.
You, your family, your pets, everyone.
I'm good.
Just don't wanna give up on the truck.
Hope it's fixable.

Janet seemed like she already knew

If not?
Oh well, move on.


If I have ever learned anything, it's that when mom says, "Don't worry about ANYTHING...keep the faith."
Then it's best to just not worry about anything and to just keep the faith :-).

I didn't want to go through another winter like this lol.
I really didn't :-).

Mom


says keep the faith.
Says for me to: "Don't worry about ANYTHING to do with the truck."

Mom gotta way of telling me without telling me outright as well Lucy :-).

You

okay?

Nashville and surrounding area getting pretty pounded with ice looks like.

:-)