Had to cancel our trip out west :-(...Just to much going on to pull it off...ER Bill, Lawyer Fees, Nicholas didn't want to miss that much school etc...Oh well life goes on, we will kayak the Green River through Mamoth Cave National Park this fall, there will be things we can do localy to make up for not going...Bigger fish to fry these days than a trip out west...
You asked do I trust you...obviously I do or I wouldn't still be here. I believe in what Adam Somed said. I believe there is chemistry and fate and having been chased like never before and Rumi and on and on and on, so that it makes sense you would be scared. I'm intense honey. I ride intense, love intense, work intense when it calls for it...It's who I am, you'll never have to guess with me as to what kind of mood I am in or where things stand with us, this I can promise you.
Nicholas first High School Marching Band performance is this Friday PM. I asked off so I could be there for it. Nobody else is on the calendar, so I should be off. I just hate asking with such short notice. My family is out of town and I just can't see having the boy go to his first performance by himself, not with everything else he has going on with his moma...I just feel like I need to be there for him. I wanna ride the bike in right before half time, go sit somewhere down front, yes, complete with dorag. Have a sign made that says "Go Nicholas!" and just make a complete fool of myself for the boy.
The only things I want out of life Lucy are for him to be happy and for us to live a life together..."However long it takes, whatever I gotta do...this is my dream, this is what I will work hard for everyday of my life for...all day, everyday, till the end of days"...love don't come more true than this sweetheart I'm sorry it scares you...
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