I just...

 

I just want you with us.

Thats why I am frustrated.

Wanna build a life together.

Wanna work on the house together.

Wanna plant that garden together.

Go to Nicholas band competitions together.

Have you with me at his graduation.

Introduce you to everybody.

Kiss you.

Hug you.

Yes, even get kinky with you.

And know there is a soft comforting soul awaiting me when I come home.

Someone who wants to enhance our lives, not bring chaos and drama and bull shit into them.

I can just see you painting the back bedroom with me and I'm looking at you while you have your back turned painting (theress that theme again lol) and I'm saying to myself...

"I just can't believe she is mine...I just can't believe she let me catch her. I just can't believe it". You will turn around and be like wats up Honey? I'll be off in space just not believing my life "nuthin', nuthin sweetie, every things fine...Let me help, you missed a spot." It's exactly how it will be, I already know...

 

I think that smile on your face yesterday says everything I need to know.

 

Love you.

 

Do you still fall deeper in love with me everyday?

I wonder sometimes, I really do.