I was...

 

I was pissed yesterday lol. In case you couldn't tell. Very aggravating day. Just wanted you there to lean on a lil. Felt like you should be, seeing how we feel the same about each other and all...

 

I really think when it finally happens, it's going to be a love like even I in my wildest dreams could not imagine.

 

But yesterday? I was ready to tell you to go find some other  abusive jerk to be with. I was that upset. But when I seen IM's in Yahoo when I got up? I knew you understood where I was coming from and wanted me to rest a lil easier.

But I was hot.

I don't like loosing my center. Reminds me of how I used to be a large part of the time.

I aint him no more, aint never gonna be no more either.

But this has went on a long time sweetheart...