I...

understand you've been through a lot.

I understand Nicholas been through a lot.

 

I am rarely like this, but here goes...

 

What about me?

What about what I have been through?

Who is really giving a shit about what I go through everyday?

Will this be the day?

Will I get an address?

Does she really love me that much?

Are we really going to do this?

 

I am at the end of my fucking rope, I know something is going on, I have been able to tell for a while now.

Nobody else worried about anything at all and I get to sit here an deal with all the stress...nice, thanks, appreciate it.

 

I ain't shitting!

In a month my insurance premium is going to go up between $150 - $400 a month.

Were fucking sunk and your playing little girl games to complete some fucking fairytale?

Yeah...like I said thanks.

 

Love you Lucy, but this shit has to stop.