My mind...

just never seems to get a break.

If it does, it's for a very short time and then right back to a million things.

Not that long a go,

it didn't used to be this way.

I am not used to it.

I don't like it.

I don't ever wanna get used to it.

 

It's not, what my creator wants me to feel.

I know this.

I fight against it...

 

And yet still.

Here I am.

 

"...right back to a million things."

 

You and him.

All I give a shit about.

 

Nothing...

 

else...

 

matters.