It

is exactly, whats up.

I can sniff this shit out from up here in Louisville.

"Their jealous, on two counts, three actually:

1) They never liked me, "They" are the true Christians, they think, "they" deserved to be blessed more than us.

2) They never got and won't ever get the romance and true love I enjoy sharing with you, seriously, it makes them mad to live their humdrum lives. They hate seeing someone live open and free in a way they know they won't and couldn't.

3) They never thought things would end up this way for us, all of us, but particularly Nicholas and myself."

and it smells like?

Bullshit.

Thats why I just gotta get away from it.