I

just wanna feel better.

It's real low-grade stuff now but I know if I don't take care of it it will come back.

Just real small lil fever, tired, achy etc nuisance kind of stuff.

To look at me you would just think I was tired.

Two weeks is long enough.

This shit gets old.

This is why I like to carve it up on the backroads, drag petals, make sparks etc.

Never know when the day is coming and you won't be able to.

"Whats a matter? Gotta cold?" I just fucking cringe when I hear that from people who have known me for years. I just wanna scream, "No you fucking moron, I don't have a fucking cold, believe me I wish I did, I don't have a fucking immune system, like I've been trying to tell you for the past decade  but that just somehow seems to keep slipping your mind."

Sorry Lucy.

Just tired of not feeling good.