Never

underestimate the power of the anxiety disorder to come out of nowhere and just take control of me for a while.

"It's just not that easy for me."

In case you haven't noticed it usually subsides just as fast as it come on.

It's due in large part to the medical condition I suffer from.

It's a part of me and who I am.

You'll have to accept it.

I think you have.

If you were around?

If I could see your face?

Hold you?

Hold your hand?

Go for a walk?

Sit and talk?

If I knew for certain what I believe to be true?

It wouldn't be as bad.

But right now?

With everything that's going on?

When it hits?

It hits hard.

Real hard.

I don't and I won't take chemicals for it.

Haven't in a long time except for a small amount on a patch night a while back.

I prefer all natural remedies :-).

Love you.