I

was getting ready to shut down

the blog and turn off the phone till morning.

Without saying a word.

Till I saw that post about your anxiety.

So here would have been my point in the AM.

Nothing you haven't heard or experienced before.

I'm in charge of my attention that I give you.

Period.

Not you.

Ever.

I'll give it.

Or not give it.

As I see fit.

Don't ever, ever forget this,
or take it for granted.

Be glad I play along like I do.

Cause I know it makes you happy.

I love it when youre happy.

You deserve it.

But every once in a while?

You need to be reminded 

that I can pull the plug anytime I see fit.

It just doesn't seem very appropriate right now.

I love you.

So relax.