Got it!

And my original response.

This message was right on time for me today.

It's funny how you can figure things out when you're not really even trying sometimes.

Fear anxiety and worry kinda subsided a good lil bit.

Hope it last.

Gotta a feeling it might :-).

Original response concluded.

I was just laying in bed trying to get some rest like normal and things just started popping in my head.

Things I had no reason to even think about.

Things just started making as much sense as ever.

It just dawned on me that by trying to force sense on things, or wanting to know events, circumstances, the why and the how of it all, sometimes all we are doing is pushing away what we want to know so badly.

That if we could just for a while forget about whatever it is thats driving us so nuts, just put it aside and not dwell on it so badly, then and only then sometimes things will reveal themselves to us.

Am I making any sense at all Lucy?

Cause it sure makes sense to me.

A lot.

Anyway.

This came through a short while after laying there having things make more sense to me.

This helped as well.

A lot.

I love you so much.