Nicholas

is wiser than his years.

I told him I was sorry about the living arrangements with the house being what is is and all.

His response:

"It's okay, if that's what it took to get you healthy.

At least you're healthy that's the main thing."

I told him my main issue I battle is one minute I feel like I've lived this wonderful amazing life deserving to be a book or movie or both and then five minutes later I feel like the biggest fuck-up there ever was.

He said he could see that.

Said he finds it appalling that in America it's not considered successful for someone to move back home and help take care of their elders when all over the world every year millions of people move back home to do just that very thing.

Talking about stress and end-goals and transitional stages and etc.

He said what helps him is to keep his eyes on the end game.

That while he could get bogged down with this semesters course load he knows the end game is to graduate school or there wouldn't be a this semester course load to begin with.

That one really helped as I definitely feel like we are in a transitional stage right now.

(We got this, etc)

Breathing.

Talked about breathing, relaxing, just being.

Seems like I've heard that one before Lucy.

I love you Virgie.