Watched

a movie with mom, don't even know the name. 

Lady catches her husband cheating on her.

A guy loses his apartment.

He drives a cab sometimes.

He ends up taking the lady to California to her dad's funeral.

Just friends, buddies, sharing an adventure on the road.

Her husband shows up in California as well. 

The lady and husband leave together but don't stay that way.

The cabbie was a photographer as well.

He ends up sending the woman he had an adventure with his book he had published after things had settled down.

On the back page he signed it:

"Things just aren't the same."

Meaning without her things weren't.

She goes to Big Sur and finds him.

The end.

It just struck me how you can meet someone and for whatever reason you just know that,

 "Things just aren't the same."

You know they're never going to be.

You know from that point on every moment in your life going forward was changed.

That meeting them made your life change.

Thats what happened when I met you Lucy.

Things just haven't ever been the same.

I know they never will be.

I can't wait to see you I guess is what I'm trying to say.

I get so hung up in meaningless silly details for so long that I fail to look at the big picture some days.

Please forgive me for that.

I love you with everything I got 

and if I had more to love you with?

I'd give that to you as well.

Have a great day sweetheart.