Bring

that ponytail over here Sporty.

I gotta plan.

Bahahahahahahaha

Cowgirls won :-).

Yea!

Delete

the past and capture your future huh?

Well why aint ya Lucy?

Makin a boy think it aint ever gonna happen sweetheart.

Love you

Bring it home sister...

Love you

Night.

Have

I not shown you?

RUMI

As you start to walk out on the way, the way appears.

Been

a while since I seen "ѡ".

I thought she'd done be grinding herself all over me by now lol...

Morning

beautiful.

"If it wasn't so real you wouldn't be so scared."

Love you.

ttys.

Night

Love you...

Love my plan in Skype earlier  too..

Bahahahahahahahah

I

told you a long time ago...

You should be scared.

Somebody

better get a fucking plan together.

Notice there is no "Bahahahahahahahaha".

Love you.

Night.

Seems like...

"...And so castles made of sand slips into the sea, 

Eventually..."

Gotta switch

Tony be here in a few.

Love you Lucy.

Yep...

even when I don't feel good :-).

When?

"...Watch her walk..."

I

can feel the fever coming back.

Slowly.

It sucks.

Just can't ever get any rest working midnights.

Just can't.

I seriously wanna sleep for about three days.

If

you're going to marry me?

Then do it.

All this stuff is doing is doing is dragging me down.

Worrying me, making me sick.

Making it worse, prolonging illness.

Knowing but not knowing.

Can't take it anymore.

Been doing this driving 90 miles away to work and take care of Nich and manage a home for far to long.

It's literally killing me at this point.

I told you a long time ago, the best part of me gonna be all gone by the time you get your shit together.

I wanna be able to do the things I wanted us to do.

Not think about all the things we could have done if we hadn't fucked around for years on end.

Bedtime

for Lucy.

Night sweetheart.

They left out:

"Having you in it."

10 ways to make your bed more inviting

Well

if life is about marrying the one you love, why aint we?

I

just wanna feel better.

It's real low-grade stuff now but I know if I don't take care of it it will come back.

Just real small lil fever, tired, achy etc nuisance kind of stuff.

To look at me you would just think I was tired.

Two weeks is long enough.

This shit gets old.

This is why I like to carve it up on the backroads, drag petals, make sparks etc.

Never know when the day is coming and you won't be able to.

"Whats a matter? Gotta cold?" I just fucking cringe when I hear that from people who have known me for years. I just wanna scream, "No you fucking moron, I don't have a fucking cold, believe me I wish I did, I don't have a fucking immune system, like I've been trying to tell you for the past decade  but that just somehow seems to keep slipping your mind."

Sorry Lucy.

Just tired of not feeling good.

I just

don't feel good and nobody will tell me whats going on and it just doesn't help matters any.

I'll be fine.

Just hit a wall.

Needed a few more days worth of antibiotics and some more rest and I would have been fine.

Hopefully that happens this weekend.

If not I will take off Monday.

Two's

and fours and five's oh my!

I just wish people understood every time I get this sick it gets harder to overcome and takes longer as well.

Nobody gets it.

Nobody :-(.

Nich used to but he is off in lala land these days.

I wouldn't blame you if you didn't wanna sign on for it.

Just let me know.

Love you.

Just

tired sweetheart.

Don't feel good.

I just get tired of being sick.

Gets way old.

Nobody understands that you just don't feel well.

Brings back way to many bad memories :-(.

I'll

do you better than that.

I'll make you tacos.

Soft shell chicken tacos.

With pico and guac.

Maybe even a margarita.

Maybe.

If you're lucky.

Still

not feelin so hot.

Called Dr.

He called in more antibiotics for me :-).

Just tired.

Can't ever get enough rest.

Just wanna sleep for about three days lol.

Walked into hell.

Chad had his parenting class for being a foster parent.

Backfill that took his place doesn't know much.

Intermittent issues all over, slowness, sites loosing connectivity outright.

Kinda sucked lol.

Didn't settle down till an hour ago or so.

Janet didn't have much to say.

Her friend Bernice was with her when I woke up.

This lady used her credit cards without her permission when she moved to New Jersey a while back.

Janet had told me she moved back to town.

I told Janet I wouldn't have anything to do with her.

Told her Bernices family must have been done with her and that s why she moved back.

Then I wake up and she is there.

She will try and get money from Janet wait and see.

I just can't have any sympathy for her.

She has done this kind of thing to herself over and over and over.

Nothing anybody can do.

Just sit back and watch her self-destruct.

Sucks.

Love you Lucy.

When we going riding sweetheart?

Times running out.

Proverbs 16:24

Proverbs 16:24

RUMI

The message behind the words

is the voice of the heart.

Love you...

Seriously,

more than anything?

Just wanna see your face, hold your hand, walk and talk with you...

Looks to me like were gonna be busy for a while lol.

Might be a minute before that gets to happen.

Thats okay.

Been this long.

But that is what I am really looking forward to the most.

Just some time alone, to hold each other and to talk about everything.

What a ride :-), and it's just starting :-).

You

come walking down that aisle and stand next to me and I might just grab a hold of you and not let go lol.

Everybody would be like "Whats he doing?"

We could tell them later I was scared you were gonna run away and I didn't wanna let you lol...

If that last

post is a three?

Then I know to take off.

Janet could use a lil boost right now.

She just wants to feel needed.

She sees that slipping away from her.

An evening together would make her day tomorrow and I could get some rest before Friday.

Sweetheart,

I know your scared.

Look at it this way.

A lifetime of adventure is just now starting.

How blessed are we?

I'll probably take tomorrow off and hang with Janet, have diner, go to the mall (I need some moisturizer, Nich says I have a wrinkle forming on my face lol).

Love you.

Get some rest.

You're gonna need it lol.

Night.

Peace.

Oh?

Twos?

I'm so impressed lol.

I am sitting here coughing my head off.

Can't stop :-(.

Sucks...

Bedtime

for Bambi.

Night sweetheart.

Play

Destiny with Nich lol.

Love you.

ttys.

1 Corinthians 13:7

1 Corinthians 13:7

Bahahahahahahaha

Ones...

Ornery ass...

Yep...

"...I'm tired of waitin' for tomorrow to come 

Or that train to come roarin' 'round the bend 

I got a new suit of clothes a pretty red rose 

And a woman I can call my friend..."

RUMI

I was going to tell you my story

but waves of pain drowned my voice.

I tried to utter a word but my thoughts

became fragile and shattered like glass.

Even the largest ship can capsize

in the stormy sea of love,

let alone my feeble boat

which shattered to pieces leaving me nothing

but a strip of wood to hold on to.

Small and helpless, rising to heaven

on one wave of love and falling with the next

I don’t even know if I am or I am not.

When I think I am, I find myself worthless,

when I think I am not, I find my value.

Like my thoughts, I die and rise again each day

so how can I doubt the resurrection?

Tired of hunting for love in the world,

at last I surrender in the valley of love

and become free.

Morning

beautiful...

You know...

If Alan called me Thursday and told me I should quit my job and not go in that night...

I would.

Morning Beautiful...

See if you remember this one...

"...If dreams were thunder

Lightning was desire...

This old house

would have burned down

a long time ago..."

Love you.

ttys

Night.

Love you

Night...

Ornery Ass

Bahahahahahahahaha

Have

fun playin Destiny with Nich Kendall...

or who ever you are today lol...

I didn't party to hard lol...

Took a nap...

got him...

cooked dinner..

layin back down for a bit...

Love you...

Just want my wife Lucy...

Feel fine

Finally lol.

Slept late yesterday, Nich got a ride home.

Dave came over, watched a lil football...still haven't called Directv to cancel yet lol. 

Thats on the agenda the next few days.

Had a couple of hot toddies.

Took all 10 days worth of antibiotics.

In bed at 12 (early for me lol).

Woke up at 6 feeling like I've been wanting to feel.

I could mow.

But I aint gonna lol.

Just gonna chill, be in hammock, go get a few things from the dollar store, take a nap etc.

I think I'll have a couple more hot toddies tonight lol. 

That must of been what did the trick. 

No way the 10 days of antibiotics had anything to do with it.

Love yall.

Love you Beautiful.

Be awesome today.

Night

Love you.

Feel real good.

Hope it carrys on over till AM.

You're amazing...

Ride home...

Semi's passed?

9

Fucks given?

0

Bahahahahahahahaha

Morning Beautiful.

Love you.

Love you

night...

Gotta switch

Tony be here in a minute.

Love you.

And

by the way, how is that black and white world of yours treating you these days?

Bahahahahahahahahaha

You'll never be able to go back lol.

All part of my master plan...

Bahahahahahahahahaha

Get it?

Master plan?

Bahahahahahahahaha

Pretty much

"I'm off...

next weekend.

Call me sometime and tell me when you want me there."

Go to bed

sleepyhead.

Love you.

ttys.

Yea!

twos...

Do you remember it now?

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Pretty much...

you'll have to zoom in to see it.

Yeah...

judging by your pictures?

Sure looked like it lol.

"...all knocked up and doing the happy housewife thing..."

Speaking

of Nicholas school.

There was an article in our lil county paper about how many students the last two years were deemed "College Ready" as determined by their ACT scores.

Four different subject matters, a score of a 20 in each of the four is considered college ready.

Last years graduating class?

25% were college ready.

This years class?

20%.

Did I mention we were ready to roll?

1 in 5 seniors this year are ready for college level work.

I understand that college isn't for everyone.

Those numbers?

Sickening.

Maybe if some of their teachers would worry more about teaching the subject matter and a lil less about somebody's politics, religion or sexual orientation then maybe they would have more kids ready to pursue more post-secondary education opportunities.

They used to have what was called KATS testing.

Ky accountability something or another.

It was used to judge how well an overall school was performing.

(Not individual students)

Our lil district always did phenomenal.

#1 Middle school in the state on KATS testing.

I told everybody it didn't mean shit lol.

Yeah, I've been real popular in our lil hamlet for a long time.

KATS testing was developed for the state.

It had no national tie in to any other form of  testing.

I always said it was the ACT and SAT scores that matter.

1 in 5.

Sickening.

To me, what I have always wanted to know is, not how many are college ready, not how many actually enroll in post secondary schools (don't matter, barber, cosmetology, HVAC, Tech school, four year college, seminary, whatever) but how many finish that educational pursuit?

Because just judging by the pictures or notices that get put in the lil county paper when that happens?

I'd say two or maybe three a year at most.

Wait till the factories close down someday.

With this kind of educated workforce?

It won't be pretty.

My grandfather had enough sense and courage to leave Harlan KY.

Wallins Creek aint even hardly there anymore.

He knew what lay ahead and wanted better for himself and his family.

So he got out.

Moved to Louisville with his wife and four kids.

Lived in the projects for a while.

He didn't wanna be a coal miner and live that life.

He went on to be a union boilermaker and have a nice life for himself, his wife, his children.

Retired.

Had plenty of money to live on.

I often think, "Where would any of us (cousins, aunts, uncles etc) be if he hadn't seen the handwriting on the wall and gotten out?"

I tell Nicholas there are a lot of similarities in what my Grandfather did and what I am doing.

I'm leaving cause I love you and want us to build a life together.

Period.

Nicholas also just happens to see the handwriting on the wall.

Lucky him lol.

He gets the baddest step mom on the planet and a life much more suited for him and his endeavors.

Blessed Lucy, just blessed sweetheart.

Never lucky, always blessed...

James

what a joker lol.

I had my phone sitting out this AM.

He walked by and I had it on a picture of amandaforendal.

"Wow...whos is that? Your girl?"

"Yeah, one of her personas anyway."

"Hows that going? You gettiing anywhere with that?"

"I could be gone next week or it could be a few more years, who knows."

That was it.

No "You're crazy"

No "Quit wasting your time."

No nothing from him.

Like he don't know already.

Give me a break lol.

I've always told you, they give you away by not giving you away.

Love you Virgie.

Wat

you want me to do?

Come knock on his door too?

Bahahahahahahahaha

431

pageviews today so far.

If you're knocked up and doing the happy housewife thing your husband is a dumb ass.

Yeah

"Hell she got married back in the spring and is all knocked up and doing the happy housewife thing. Give it a rest dude. She doesn't even remember your name."

Thats why she talks to my son, bought a dress, stays up all night with me, has visited my parents house, talked to my friends, lets me text and e-mail her all hours of the night and day.

Maybe whoever posted this should give it a rest.

Bahahahahahahaah

Now it all

makes sense :-).

Who knew you had bad gas all the time?

Why didn't you just say so? lol.

Sorry

to have brought up the name of an ex yesterday.

It was way out of line.

Somebody did say something about forgiveness didn't they?

Love you Bambi.

Paul Coelho

Listen to your heart, it knows everything. And remember, wherever your heart is, that is where you’ll find your treasure.

Morning Beautiful

Feeling better about a lot of things :-).

Cowboys chances of winning today is not one of them lol.

Still a lil headache a a lil cough.

Last day of antibiotics,

Just need rest.

Body and mind :-).

Gettin there.

You're amazing.

Love you

Heading to Janets

Love you.

Thanks amandaforendal.

Needed that.

I don't

give a fuck what anybody says or thinks about whats going on here.

Here is my note to all of them:

"You sit on a dream for 49 years and see yourself right on the cusp of having it all come true and see how well you handle things.'

Fuck em.

If I loose my shit a few times a long the way in the process?

Cost of doin business Lucy.

Comes with the territory.

Love you.

Threes

all the sudden :-).

Woohoo...

party time.

I

don't care about the source of the quote.

It's true.

You do own me.

My heart and soul at least.

I would do anything for you.

Except that five hour one way bike ride to West Va.

As hard as I have fought for you?

For us?

For all of us?

For all of us to have this life together?

Imagine how hard I would fight to defend it.

I don't like to fight.

Really rather not.

I don't go looking for it.

Most times its just better to walk away.

But if the situation calls for it?

I don't shy away from it either.

Love you Virgie.

Bring it home sweetheart.

It's time Dollbaby.

Yeah...

it's settled.

"Oh

baby make that post about the dress a three :-).

I just might be able to take a deep breath and relax."

Not happening.

Not till I see you in it coming toward me, tears just streaming down doth our cheeks.

Then and only then...

will I breathe a lil easier...

Just the way it is.

Morning Beautiful

to you as well.

Hope I didn't ruffle your feathers too much yesterday lol.

I was pissed lol.

Like you couldn't tell.

"...He wants to dream like a young man 

With the wisdom of an old man 

He wants his home and security..."

I mean...that's it.

Thats all he wants.

All he has ever wanted really...

Love you Virgie.

After today...

Do you still have any doubts about how crazy in love I am with you?

Tell me to leave right now.

Tired as I am, I'd come.

Where ever you want me to.

I hope...that was really just your way of making sure one last time

(before the wedding at least lol)

because I seriously can not get a good nights sleep or rest to much, because my mind is racing 1,000,000 miles an hour...

thinking about you...

and that dress :-).

and a few other things here and there lol.

Love you Virgie.

RUMI

Not the ones speaking the same language, but the ones sharing the same feeling understand each other.

RUMI

I Learned that every mortal will taste DEATH. But only some will taste LIFE

Past

your bedtime Knucklehead.

I just wish you understood what it felt like everyday to walk around your home, the one you never thought you would ever leave, the one when you bought it it was like raising a big middle finger to the world and saying: "I don't care where I have to go work, Evansville or Louisville if I have to, but I am putting my flag down here!" and every time you walk in a room you are thinking about what you would take and what you would leave behind, that and coming to work and thinking, "This is some of the stupidest shit I have ever seen in my life, let the suits do this nonsense." and yet in the back of your head there is this lil voice sayin "Fuck you, nothing ever worked out for you before, you don't know for certain how this is gonna play out, fuck you, who are you to dare such thoughts."

I know whose small voice that is talking to me.

I've heard it before.

Given in to it way to many times in the past.

I've just about drowned him out nowdays.

Still don't make it any easier.

In fact...its about to drive me out of my mind.

Look

lets make a deal okay?

Lets not punish each other for what others did to us okay?

Not only is it illogical, it's not the least bit fair to the other party.

We willingly choose to put up with what we did for as long as we did.

Thats on us, not on them.

"Lucy gonna be Lucy, Charlie Brown can't blame her for that."

Well,

looks like I had everything right but the date lol.

I

"just wanna make sure I got this right.

I asked.

You said yes.

That dress is yours.

Sept 6th."

It's why I was asking over and over and over.

I knew I just couldn't trust that date.

It never made sense.

Yeah

if it's even yours.

"I

just can not wait to see you in that dress."

Funny how ahelsynicholeahes isn't on Instagram anymore.

Now why would that be Bambi.

I'm here.

My mind is 165 miles south of here.

Might as well be 12,000,000 miles from here away is probably what Chad is thinking lol.

One's...

that all you're good for these days?

Ornery ass.

Tired of beating my head against your walls Lucy.

Let a boy in or send him away sweetheart.

It's the right thing to do.

Lets review:

He is crazy in love with you.

Communicates with you all hours of the night and day everyday.

For well over two years.

Willing to move to be with you.

Leave his home.

Leave family and friends behind.

Take his son out of school in the middle of the year.

Whatever it takes.

You say you love him.

Wanna be together.

Wanna be his wife.

Have a life like few ever get to have.

Do all kinds of the coolest things.

Close to home.

Or travel.

Either one.

He cooks.

He cleans.

He does dishes, laundry.

Picks up after himself.

So wats the fucking problem here again?...

and no I don't have twitter, I don't fucking "tweet" and if I did somebody could just go ahead and shoot me in the head.

I have about 45 people on FB of which about 20 could go away and would never be missed.

The only reason I am on Instagram is because you and Nicholas wanted me there.

I have google+ but rarely use it.

Trying to ween myself off of social Media, not add any more accounts.

Quit asking.

Yes.

I'm a lil cranky to say the least today.

Clothespins

candle wax.

Couch arms.

Chairs.

Tables.

Whatever, wherever.

Figure it out.

Wanna

know what my theme is named do you?

It's called:

"I don't give a fuck."

Didn't give one yesterday.

Don't give one today.

Won't give one tomorrow either.

Peace.

It's what I won't have, till I have you.

Didn't you go shopping for thongs or something?

Tired

of fucking silence.

Wanna hear you talk.

Hear you sing.

Wanna see you.

Wanna touch you.

Feel your soft skin against mine.

Kiss you.

Hear your lips smack when your eating...

Hell, I'd take anything at this point lol...

"Up Ahead"

just up ahead

there's a new world

waitin' for us

just around the bend

there are blue skies

stretchin' out far and wide

there in the mirror

are the struggles

we left behind

deadlines and bills

chaos and stress

never enough time

see those distant peaks

glistenin' in the sun

they're callin' out to us

my love

and the adventure's

just begun

Michael Traveler

It

was going to have to be perfect before I would ever even think about being with someone ever again.

To many tears.

To much emotional abuse.

To much to loose.

To much everything.

It had to be perfect, or no go.

Four things on my list.

Not twenty.

Not fifty.

Not 100.

Four.

I never thought it would ever happen.

Then you walked into my NOC...

the rest as they say...

is history :-).

Love you Lucy.

Be mad all you want.

If you can't handle me like this?

Then you don't deserve me riding bikes to swimin holes in TN.

Lets be clear

one more time here Lucy.

Good looking women are a dime a dozen.

See tons of them everyday.

On the other hand;

A high quality man?

With character?

Integrity?

Funny?

Smart?

Handsome?

Fun-loving?

Youthful?

Energetic?

Responsible enough to have raised a son?

Now there's your catch.

Don't ever fucking forget it Lucy.

If it wasn't the case?

You would already be with some one by now.

Single college educated professional women bout to outnumber men 2:1 here before long.

Odds get worse as you get older.

Happy hunting if thats what you choose.

"Two

people who feel the same about each other."

Yeah.

It shows.

Put

on my big boy pants lol.

Give me a break.

Had them on since day one.

You're the one that had to go find yours.

Took you what?

Two years plus?

You are missing the whole point here sister, which, at this point of the game is:

I

shouldn't

fucking

have 

to.

To busy

with Nich are you, for him to even answer the phone?

Nice.

Sweetheart, I know it's happening, but its gotta be soon or I'll just keep getting sick from the stress of wondering.

It's just how my mind works.

How I am.

Cause us two together?

Not that much to worry about if you ask me.

You're

just impossible.

You just are.

How the fuck do you act like you do and think I'm just gonna take it in stride?

It's fucking ridiculous.

I don't care what you've got to offer or what you bring to the table.

I'll say

it again, cause I got nothing to loose at this point, hell you aint never gonna come around, so here goes, FUCK YOU!

Go find somebody else better to deal with you.

Good luck.

Aint happening.

You know it and so do I.

So, once again, since I obviously have absolutely nothing to loose here:

"FUCK YOU!"

Bahahahahahahahaha

I

mean just how much courage and heart were you hoping to find?

What the fuck more a man gotta do?

I've had my big boy pants on.

I've been dealing with it.

At Kindred.

(Don't ever forget how much you liked your attention but then when push comes to shove, you threatened to go to management, hate that shit, can't have your cake and eat it to sister, one way or another, take the compliments, or go straight to mgmt the second you feel uncomfortable, that shit is simply not right and it gives women to much power in the workplace.)

In Cookeville.

In Baxter.

In Albany.

Today.

efuckingnough already!