Monday, January 3, 2022

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I said...I go to Psalms when I feel troubled by those around me.


Psalms 57:1

Have mercy on me, my God, have mercy on me,

    for in you I take refuge.

I will take refuge in the shadow of your wings

    until the disaster has passed.


Psalms 59:1-3

Deliver me from my enemies, O God;

    be my fortress against those who are attacking me.

Deliver me from evildoers

    and save me from those who are after my blood.

See how they lie in wait for me!

    Fierce men conspire against me

    for no offense or sin of mine, Lord.


Psalms 59:16

But I will sing of your strength,

    in the morning I will sing of your love;

for you are my fortress,

    my refuge in times of trouble.


Psalms 59:10

my God on whom I can rely.

God will go before me

    and will let me gloat over those who slander me.


Psalms 3:6

I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people

Who have set themselves against me all around.


Psalms 51:17

The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit,

A broken and a contrite heart—

These, O God, You will not despise.


Psalm 71:10-16 

For my enemies speak against me;

And those who lie in wait for my life take counsel together,

Saying, “God has forsaken him;

Pursue and take him, for there is none to deliver him.”

O God, do not be far from me;

O my God, make haste to help me!

Let them be confounded and consumed

Who are adversaries of my life;

Let them be covered with reproach and dishonor

Who seek my hurt.

But I will hope continually,

And will praise You yet more and more.

My mouth shall tell of Your righteousness

And Your salvation all the day,

For I do not know their limits.

I will go in the strength of the Lord God;

I will make mention of Your righteousness, of Yours only.


Psalms 19:1

The Heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows His handiwork. 


Psalms 50:10

Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast Spirit in me.

Psalms 89:1

I will sing the mercies of the Lord forever, with my mouth will I make known Your faithfulness to all generations. 

Psalms 86


Hear me, Lord, and answer me,
    for I am poor and needy.
Guard my life, for I am faithful to you;
    save your servant who trusts in you.
You are my God; 
have mercy on me, Lord,
    for I call to you all day long.
Bring joy to your servant, Lord,
    for I put my trust in you.

You, Lord, are forgiving and good,
    abounding in love to all who call to you.
Hear my prayer, Lord;
    listen to my cry for mercy.
When I am in distress, I call to you,
    because you answer me.

Among the gods there is none like you, Lord;
    no deeds can compare with yours.
All the nations you have made
    will come and worship before you, Lord;
    they will bring glory to your name.
For you are great and do marvelous deeds;
    you alone are God.

Teach me your way, Lord,
    that I may rely on your faithfulness;
give me an undivided heart,
    that I may fear your name.
I will praise you, Lord my God, with all my heart;
    I will glorify your name forever.
For great is your love toward me;
    you have delivered me from the depths,
    from the realm of the dead.

Arrogant foes are attacking me, O God;
    ruthless people are trying to kill me—
    they have no regard for you.
But you, Lord, are a compassionate and gracious God,
    slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness.
Turn to me and have mercy on me;
    show your strength in behalf of your servant;
save me, because I serve you
    just as my mother did.
Give me a sign of your goodness,
    that my enemies may see it and be put to shame,
    for you, Lord, have helped me and comforted me.

Psalms 119:84-88

How long must your servant wait?
    When will you punish my persecutors?
 The arrogant dig pits to trap me,
    contrary to your law.
All your commands are trustworthy;
    help me, for I am being persecuted without cause.
 They almost wiped me from the earth,
    but I have not forsaken your precepts.
In your unfailing love preserve my life,
    that I may obey the statutes of your mouth.

Psalm 119:92 

If your law had not been my delight,
    I would have perished in my affliction.

Psalm 119:74-77 

May those who fear you rejoice when they see me,
    for I have put my hope in your word.
 I know, Lord, that your laws are righteous,
    and that in faithfulness you have afflicted me.
May your unfailing love be my comfort,
    according to your promise to your servant.
 Let your compassion come to me that I may live,
    for your law is my delight.

Psalms 119:78

May the arrogant be put to shame for wronging me without cause;
    but I will meditate on your precepts.

Psalm 38:12

Those also who seek my life lay snares for me;
Those who seek my hurt speak of destruction,
And plan deception all the day long.

Psalms 38:18-22 


For I will declare my iniquity;
I will be in anguish over my sin.

But my enemies are vigorous, and they are strong;
And those who hate me wrongfully have multiplied.

Those also who render evil for good,
They are my adversaries, because I follow what is good.

Do not forsake me, O Lord;
O my God, be not far from me!

Make haste to help me,
O Lord, my salvation!

Psalms 26

Vindicate me, O Lord,
For I have walked in my integrity.
I have also trusted in the Lord;
I shall not slip.

Examine me, O Lord, and approve me;
Try my mind and my heart.

For Your loving kindness is before my eyes,
And I have walked in Your truth.

I have not sat with idolatrous mortals,
Nor will I go in with hypocrites.

I have hated the assembly of evildoers,
And will not sit with the wicked.

I will wash my hands in innocence;
So I will go about Your altar, O Lord,

That I may proclaim with the voice of thanksgiving,
And tell of all Your wondrous works.

Lord, I have loved the habitation of Your house,
And the place where Your glory dwells.

Do not gather my soul with sinners,
Nor my life with bloodthirsty men,

In whose hands is a sinister scheme,
And whose right hand is full of bribes.

But as for me, I will walk in my integrity;
Redeem me and be merciful to me.

My foot stands in an even place;
In the congregations I will bless the Lord.

Psalms 91


He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God, in Him I will trust.”

Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler
And from the perilous pestilence.

He shall cover you with His feathers,
And under His wings you shall take refuge;
His truth shall be your shield and buckler.

You shall not be afraid of the terror by night,
Nor of the arrow that flies by day,

Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,
Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.

A thousand may fall at your side,
And ten thousand at your right hand;
But it shall not come near you.

Only with your eyes shall you look,
And see the reward of the wicked.

Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuge,
Even the Most High, your dwelling place,

No evil shall befall you,
Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;

For He shall give His angels charge over you,
To keep you in all your ways.

In their hands they shall bear you up,
Lest you dash your foot against a stone.

You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra,
The young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot.

“Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him;
I will set him on high, because he has known My name.

He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble;
I will deliver him and honor him.

With long life I will satisfy him,
And show him My salvation.”

Psalm 1:1-3

Blessed is the one
    who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
    or sit in the company of mockers,
but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
    and who meditates on his law day and night.
That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,
    which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither—
    whatever they do prospers.

Psalms 8:3

When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,

Psalms 33:6

By the word of the Lord the heavens were made, their starry host by the breath of his mouth.

Psalms 92 5-7

How great are your works, Lord,
    how profound your thoughts!
Senseless people do not know,
    fools do not understand,
that though the wicked spring up like grass
    and all evildoers flourish,
    they will be destroyed forever.

Psalm 92:12-13 

The righteous will flourish like a palm tree,
    they will grow like a cedar of Lebanon;
planted in the house of the Lord,
    they will flourish in the courts of our God.

Psalm 94:2 

Rise up, Judge of the earth;
    pay back to the proud what they deserve.

PSALM 112

Praise the Lord.

Blessed are those who fear the Lord,

    who find great delight in his commands.



Their children will be mighty in the land;

    the generation of the upright will be blessed.

Wealth and riches are in their houses,

    and their righteousness endures forever.

Even in darkness light dawns for the upright,

    for those who are gracious and compassionate and righteous.

Good will come to those who are generous and lend freely,

    who conduct their affairs with justice.



Surely the righteous will never be shaken;

    they will be remembered forever.

They will have no fear of bad news;

    their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord.

Their hearts are secure, they will have no fear;

    in the end they will look in triumph on their foes.

They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor,

    their righteousness endures forever;

    their horn will be lifted high in honor.



The wicked will see and be vexed,

    they will gnash their teeth and waste away;

    the longings of the wicked will come to nothing.

Psalms 24:3-4

Who may ascend the mountain of the Lord?
    Who may stand in his holy place?
The one who has clean hands and a pure heart,
    who does not trust in an idol
    or swear by a false god.

Psalm 149: 5-9

Let his faithful people rejoice in this honor
    and sing for joy on their beds.
May the praise of God be in their mouths
    and a double-edged sword in their hands,
 to inflict vengeance on the nations
    and punishment on the peoples,
 to bind their kings with fetters,
    their nobles with shackles of iron,
 to carry out the sentence written against them—
    this is the glory of all his faithful people.

Psalm 145:18-21

The Lord is near to all who call on him,
    to all who call on him in truth.
He fulfills the desires of those who fear him;
    he hears their cry and saves them.
The Lord watches over all who love him,
    but all the wicked he will destroy.
My mouth will speak in praise of the Lord.
    Let every creature praise his holy name
    for ever and ever.

Psalm 143:3-5

The enemy pursues me,
    he crushes me to the ground;
he makes me dwell in the darkness
    like those long dead.
 So my spirit grows faint within me;
    my heart within me is dismayed.
 I remember the days of long ago;
    I meditate on all your works
    and consider what your hands have done.

Psalm 145:14

The Lord upholds all who fall
    and lifts up all who are bowed down.

Psalm 142

I cry aloud to the Lord;
    I lift up my voice to the Lord for mercy. 
I pour out before him my complaint;
    before him I tell my trouble.
When my spirit grows faint within me,
    it is you who watch over my way.
In the path where I walk
    people have hidden a snare for me.
Look and see, there is no one at my right hand;
    no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
    no one cares for my life.
 I cry to you, Lord;
    I say, “You are my refuge,
    my portion in the land of the living.”
 Listen to my cry,
    for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
    for they are too strong for me.
 Set me free from my prison,
    that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
    because of your goodness to me.

Psalm 139:5-7


You hem me in behind and before,
    and you lay your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
    too lofty for me to attain.
Where can I go from your Spirit?
    Where can I flee from your presence?

Psalm 140:12-13 

I know that the Lord secures justice for the poor
    and upholds the cause of the needy.
Surely the righteous will praise your name,
    and the upright will live in your presence.


Psalm 135:14 

For the Lord will vindicate his people
    and have compassion on his servants.

Psalm 138:7-8 

Though I walk in the midst of trouble,
    you preserve my life.
You stretch out your hand against the anger of my foes;
    with your right hand you save me.
The Lord will vindicate me;
    your love, Lord, endures forever—
    do not abandon the works of your hands.

Psalm 121:1-2

I lift up my eyes to the mountains—
    where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
    the Maker of heaven and earth.

Psalm 135:14-18

For the Lord will vindicate his people
    and have compassion on his servants.
The idols of the nations are silver and gold,
    made by human hands.
They have mouths, but cannot speak,
    eyes, but cannot see.
They have ears, but cannot hear,
    nor is there breath in their mouths.
Those who make them will be like them,
    and so will all who trust in them.

Psalm 119:150-151

Those who devise wicked schemes are near,
    but they are far from your law.
Yet you are near, Lord,
    and all your commands are true.

Psalm 119:157

Many are the foes who persecute me,
    but I have not turned from your statutes

Psalm 119:140-144

Your promises have been thoroughly tested,
    and your servant loves them.
Though I am lowly and despised,
    I do not forget your precepts.
Your righteousness is everlasting
    and your law is true.
Trouble and distress have come upon me,
    but your commands give me delight.
Your statutes are always righteous;
    give me understanding that I may live.


Psalm 119:97

Oh, how I love your law!
    I meditate on it all day long.

Psalm 119:107

I have suffered much;
    preserve my life, Lord, according to your word.

Psalm 119:110-112

The wicked have set a snare for me,
    but I have not strayed from your precepts.
Your statutes are my heritage forever;
    they are the joy of my heart.
My heart is set on keeping your decrees
    to the very end.

Psalm 119:49-52

Remember your word to your servant,
    for you have given me hope.
 My comfort in my suffering is this:
    Your promise preserves my life.
 The arrogant mock me unmercifully,
    but I do not turn from your law.
 I remember, Lord, your ancient laws,
    and I find comfort in them.

Psalm 119:69-70

Though the arrogant have smeared me with lies,
    I keep your precepts with all my heart.
 Their hearts are callous and unfeeling,
    but I delight in your law.

Psalm 119:22-24

Remove from me their scorn and contempt,
    for I keep your statutes.
 Though rulers sit together and slander me,
    your servant will meditate on your decrees.
Your statutes are my delight;
    they are my counselors.


Psalm 119:30-32 

 I have chosen the way of faithfulness;
    I have set my heart on your laws.
 I hold fast to your statutes, Lord;
    do not let me be put to shame.
 I run in the path of your commands,
    for you have broadened my understanding.

Psalm 119: 1-8

Blessed are those whose ways are blameless,
    who walk according to the law of the Lord.
 Blessed are those who keep his statutes
    and seek him with all their heart—
 they do no wrong
    but follow his ways.
You have laid down precepts
    that are to be fully obeyed.
 Oh, that my ways were steadfast
    in obeying your decrees!
 Then I would not be put to shame
    when I consider all your commands.
 I will praise you with an upright heart
    as I learn your righteous laws.
 I will obey your decrees;
    do not utterly forsake me.

Psalm 116:10-11

 I trusted in the Lord when I said,
    “I am greatly afflicted”;
 in my alarm I said,
    “Everyone is a liar.”

Psalm 118:4-7

Let those who fear the Lord say:
    “His love endures forever.”
When hard pressed, I cried to the Lord;
    he brought me into a spacious place.
 The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid.
    What can mere mortals do to me?
 The Lord is with me; he is my helper.
    I look in triumph on my enemies.

Yep.

Go to psalms in times of trouble.
Been there a time or two.

And yes I read them all.
More than this actually last night.
And now these a minimum of 2x.
My challenge to all is this:

Do the same :-).





Lets

 


get straight to the heart of the matter about this past Saturday (New Years day) and lets let the pieces fall where they may. By now you should be well aware of the fact I don't give much a fuck any more. You can go watch the videos of your gifts burning just in case you had any doubt.

As I said in the video I'm sure you've seen by now, I woke up with Self-Destruction as my intention.

I had a bowl of Gorilla Glue (THC content 25-30%) before my buddy even came by to pick me up at 10:00 AM.



Was drinking 124 proof bourbon before 11 AM.

How many times anybody ever told you I was drunk honey? 

Sound like me? 

Sounds like what I do? 

Or was it an aberration? 

A cry for mercy? 

A way of saying, "I've been telling you people for years I've had enough, its not my fault you people don't listen, yall went way to far this time, enjoy your consequences" etc.

You make your choice from the list presented above, its pretty obvious what the correct choice is.

I am by no means proud of the mess I made etc, and I really don't wanna do it again, but I cant say it wont happen again either. Suffice it to say I despise being put in situations where there is such an obvious "hidden agenda" being pushed behind the scenes, its been going on for years and one way or another I will put an end to it even if it means my own demise. You cant just mentally torture someone for years and think they wont respond in any manner they find suitable when they have reached the point where they can't take anymore. I know you. I know how strong you are. I know what you have been through and what you have endured, which means I know you understand exactly what I am saying. It doesn't make things right, it just means that its inevitable people will eventually lash out in an extreme manner. 

And you my dear, being their ringleader, are held even more responsible for you minions carrying out your schemes. Yup. Only one entity with the brains and the forethought, insightful planning etal  that could coordinate such a band of misfit minions to do her bidding for her. I bet it doesn't happen again, which, was kinda my whole point. You went to the well once to often, so I retaliated. I knew what was going on when I woke up that morning. Go back to what I said about Gorilla Glue if you don't think so.

 I'll say this as well, if somebody only wants to extend to you hospitality in such a way that they can push somebodys "Hidden agenda/ulterior motives"? That's a friendship that might warrant a lil reconsideration. That's three times in one year at the same local. So sick of all this shit that I really didn't care if I ever got invited back by the time the day rolled around. That's something else I knew prior to 10 AM Saturday as well.

The insanity I live in is knowing what people are up to without them telling me and then they freak out not being able to accept the facts that have been so obviously displayed right in front of them. People shouldn't act like I don't know what weve done for them without them telling me. Accept that I do know, and were all good, act like I shouldn't/cant know etc and were gonna butt heads. I can hear Brother Brian off in the background saying "It's not that complicated!" People don't need to tell me what I already know, so my advice is don't act like I don't know what we've done. It's insulting to me and its insulting to God who gave me the spiritual gifts I have. Whether it's an off the cuff comment about saving up for children's college education when I know we've already taken care of that, or a hat rack/key hanger, or a meeting that gets blown off for no reason, or inviting someone to your home only because you have false intentions/ulterior motives. 

It tends to backfire, because I can see right through it.

In short Honey?

Don't be putting me in situations where false intentions and hidden agendas abound. I just might show up with my own hidden agenda and wreck some plans.

ps We need to compensate my buddys friend and his wife for damages to their couch, carpet etc. That's money that could have went to a food bank or other worthwhile cause Lucy. Which is also a point I want to make, lets quit the stupid shit and focus on what matters, mainly us, or what's left of us at this point and the good we can do for others.

I told you not to do it. I told you what I would do if we weren't together by Saturday and now you're witnessing that be played out.

Men of integrity do what they say they're gonna. 

Even if it means being rude, cruel or small minded.

I told you I'm ready to walk away, die etc....

What are you willing to do Lucy?

"The person who is more willing to leave the relationship is the one in charge of it."

Choose wisely.

Tired of the headache. It ought to be obvious.

I love you honey and I always will, I am more sure of that than I am just about anything I've ever known.

My good nature has just had enough being taken advantage of.



Kinda fits :-):

Always go to Psalms in times of trouble, it works, very soothing comforting etc.

Psalm 112

Praise the Lord.

Blessed are those who fear the Lord,

    who find great delight in his commands.


Their children will be mighty in the land;

    the generation of the upright will be blessed.

Wealth and riches are in their houses,

    and their righteousness endures forever.

Even in darkness light dawns for the upright,

    for those who are gracious and compassionate and righteous.

Good will come to those who are generous and lend freely,

    who conduct their affairs with justice.


Surely the righteous will never be shaken;

    they will be remembered forever.

They will have no fear of bad news;

    their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord.

Their hearts are secure, they will have no fear;

    in the end they will look in triumph on their foes.

They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor,

    their righteousness endures forever;

    their horn will be lifted high in honor.


The wicked will see and be vexed,

    they will gnash their teeth and waste away;

    the longings of the wicked will come to nothing.

Morning

 

my sunshine.




I love you my Queen.

Yes, I really do, it's unfortunate to be put in a spot where hardball tactics needed to be employed but I had to let you know I'm done playing stupid games and that I am more than willing to walk away, die etc...

I've told everyone for years now that I've had enough...nobody listens

Maybe now you will start to listen to me and take what I have to say seriously.

I'm tired of the mental abuse, which is exactly what has been going on, for far to long, from far to many fronts, you included. Not anymore,

Walk away if you wanna, you cant break a heart that's been broken a few hundred times and ground into dust to the point where it doesn't exist anymore...

Congratulations

Well played...

Somebody told me once

"All is fair in love in war"

Apparently? They meant only as long as they were the ones calling the shots.

I wonder who it was that said that Lucy?


I don't like calling you names, I really don't, but if you're gonna act like one you're gonna be called one.

I said don't do it and you went right ahead anyway thinking there wouldn't be any consequences etc.

Opps.

Like I told you, you're not in charge of me and you're not in charge of us. 

Get used to it or go away.

Tired of the abuse. 

Particularly from you.

I told you, "If your cool? Then I'm cool, if you're gonna be a c*%*? Then I'm gonna be a d*&^h#@$

How about we knock off the nonsense and get back to lovin before we spiral out of control to someplace I really don't think either of us want to go?

And I do hope you are doing well, I really do. I miss our DM sessions your "hey"s etc.

You just cant keep pushing a good man away forever...eventually he wont be there anymore.

Sorry you dont understand that.


I love you.

Hope you have a great day.



Wednesday, December 29, 2021

Yup...

 


You do stupid lil girl nonsense?


Daddy gets big boy toys.





If the past is any indication??


Were gonna need a big garage :-).


Bahahahahahahahahah.

And you think you're funny :-).

Bahahahahahahahahahaha.


Yall killin me.

Morning

 


Sunshine...


I love you my Queen.




Tuesday, December 28, 2021

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the other day there's a Chinese proverb says:


"The greatest riches is having nothing to loose."


Yup...

Kinda

 


rings a bell as well...


"She comes on like a stone

But you don't know where from she was thrown

Like a burning meteor from miles high

Shes looking for a place to land

She said you got yourself some sand

And whatever you'd reply she took as yes..."

"I



 always loved you, held you high above too

I studied your face, the fear goes away

The fear goes away, the fear goes away"


Yup...


and,


"Never let her go

She's a lightning bolt

Never let her go

She's true

She's rock 'n roll

She's a lightning bolt

Uncontrollable

Like you"


Kinda ringin a bell RN.


I love you baby :-).


Well...

 


as if there was ever any doubt...:-).


Somebody bailed on me that I was supposed to meet with this morning...

I just can't imagine who was behind that or why :-).


I love you baby...

Try and relax and I will too...


Hanging out with my buddy at the Barbershop yesterday and he starts singing...


"And as days go by..."


and I chimed right in...


"You may find yourself

 in a beautiful house

 with a beautiful wife

You may ask yourself, 

well...how did I get here?"


He just smiled.

I did too :-).

Like I don't know :-)




"...Time isn't holding up, time isn't after us
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Letting the days go by, same as it ever was..."

He and his girls were watching Harry Potter in the back room of his shop.


Then this cat shows up on the screen:



I said, "looks it's me after I've been in New Zealand for 10 years"

 :-).


He said, "Thats still on your radar?"


I just smiled, didn't say anything, but was thinking...

It's never really left my radar TBH.


I actually saw the Talking Heads on the Speaking in tongues tour :-).

Go figure the name of the record right :-)?

Municipal Auditorium,  Nashville, TN

Yup...




Home is where I want to be
Pick me up and turn me round
I feel numb, burn with a weak heart
I guess I must be having fun
The less we say about it the better
Make it up as we go along
Feet on the ground
Head in the sky
It's ok I know nothing's wrong... nothing

Hi yo I got plenty of time
Hi yo you got light in your eyes
And you're standing here beside me
I love the passing of time
Never for money
Always for love

Cover up + say goodnight... say goodnight
...
Home, is where I want to be
But I guess I'm already there
I come home, she lifted up her wings
Guess that this must be the place
I can't tell one from another

Did I find you, or you find me?
There was a time before we were born

If someone asks, this where I'll be where I'll be
Hi yo we drift in and out
Hi yo sing into my mouth
Out of all those kinds of people
You got a face with a view
I'm just an animal looking for a home
Share the same space for a minute or two
And you love me till my heart stops
Love me till I'm dead
Eyes that light up, eyes look through you
Cover up the blank spots
Hit me on the head ah ooh

sure did...


Just like that.


Yup...


Ready to go home honey...


"What a long strange trip its been..."

:-).




Yup...





Thank you

 


so much baby...




They're the best Christmas gifts ever...




See you soon...I love you.


Good

 


Morning Sunshine...



I love you my Queen.


I might wanna strangle you sometimes...:-)


Butt I love you always honey...

Thursday, December 23, 2021

Good

 


morning sunshine...


I love you baby...


I remember 9 years ago today...


Waking up thinking what do I have to loose?


And then making the trip to Cookeville :-).

(and back)


I still got the picture of the ATM receipt somewhere in the POF stuff...


I love you.

Tons.

More.


See ya soon :-).



Wednesday, December 22, 2021

Joel 2:30

 


"I will show wonders in the heavens and on the earth, blood and fire and columns of smoke."


Lets see...just in the last year we have had the great conjunction...



Now we have Comet Leonard...



Thats a once in every 80,000 year event BTW...



C/2021 A1 Leonard

"C/2021 A1 has been inside of the orbit of Neptune since May 2009.[12] Using an epoch of 1950 which is well before the comet entered the planetary region of the Solar System, a barycentric orbit solution suggests the comet had an approximately 80,000-year orbital period.[2] Thus, the comet has spent the last 40,000 years inbound from approximately 3,700 AU (550 billion km). After perihelion, the comet will be ejected from the Solar System. The barycentric orbit will remain hyperbolic after September 2022."

 "Horizons output. "Barycentric Osculating Orbital Elements for Comet C/2021 A1 (Leonard)". Retrieved 2021-01-13. (Solution using the Solar System's barycenter (Sun+Jupiter). Select Ephemeris Type:Elements and Center:@0) Epoch 1950 has PR= 2.91E+07 / 365.25 = 79700 years"


Math yo...Language of the universe.


I've been trying to tell people for years now...


Originally posted April 25th 2018

They


They are about to be fulfilled:

Revelation 12:5

"She gave birth to a son, a male child, 

who “will rule all the nations with an iron scepter.” 

And her child was snatched up to God and to his throne."


It's not an actual child.

It's Christ new church being born.


It's from the woman spoken of here


Isaiah 54 

The Future Glory of Zion

“Sing, barren woman,

    you who never bore a child;

burst into song, shout for joy,

    you who were never in labor;

because more are the children of the desolate woman

    than of her who has a husband,”


(I know who she is :-), 

So does she)


Revelation 12:14

The woman was given the two wings of a great eagle,

so that she might fly 

to the place prepared for her in the wilderness, 

where she would be taken care of 

for a time, times and half a time, out of the serpent’s reach.





(It's how I knew we were going to travel after the ceremony)


Revelation 12:17

Then the dragon (the world, Satan) was enraged at the woman 

and went off to wage war against the rest of her offspring

—those who keep God’s commands 

and hold fast their testimony about Jesus.


Then?


It's on.


Morning

 


my sunshine.


I love you my queen.




Tuesday, December 21, 2021

"What

 


if I told you that in six months there would be guerilla warfare in the United States?"


I heard it loud and clear just like I was supposed to in a sermon I was watching last week.

It stuck out just like I was supposed to hear it, because I was.

It didn't just happen once but twice.

I told my buddy about it over at his place last week.


Now this:

‘We are closer to civil war than any of us would like to believe,’


Never been a better time to confess Christ is lord then right now...

Morning

 


my Sunshine...


I love you my Queen.



I just want you to know...


You are my Shiprah and Puah

Exodus 1:15-22

my Deborah...

Judges 4:4-9

my Ester...

Esther 6:14, 7:1-10, 8;1-2

my Queen of Sheba...

1 Kings 10:1-3

my Judith

Judith 8:11-17

my Ruth...

Ruth 3:6-9

my Mary...

John 2:1-12

my Jael...

Judges 5:24-27

my Rahab...

Joshua 2:15-21

My Joanna the apostle...

Luke 24:12

My Mary Magdalene

My barren woman of Isaiah 54

My woman in the Heavens in Revelation 12...


My soulmate, my twin flame...

My everything.

Im lost without you.


I love you honey.

We got this.


Friday, December 17, 2021

I dont know

 




what you think about when you hear:

"And in your waiting hands I will land

And roll out of my skin

And in your final hours I will stand

Ready to begin

Ready to begin

Ready to begin

Ready to begin"


But I know what I think about...


Or when you hear:




"...Blessed are the tin canned cardboard slums
And blessed is the spirit that overcomes..."

Queueing up songs last night and

"blessed is the spirit that overcomes"


was the first thing I heard :-).

Promise.

I love you honey.


Hey honey...

 




I love you my queen.

Tuesday, December 14, 2021

Hey

 


Honey...





missing you baby...


ps 

Youre really not fooling anybody and turns out I'm not that bad of a ping pong player :-).


I love you.



Wednesday, December 1, 2021

Thats

 


every verse about Satan (Adversary), The devil (The chief opponent of God), Lucifer (Light bearer), Heaven, and the kingdom of God in the Mendenhall reference Bible.


As we like to say...


It's really not that complicated.

From



 The BIBLICAL CYCLOPEDIA INDEX


(Of the Mendenhall Reference bible)

From Genesis to Revelation

Arranged alphabetically giving the Book, Chapter, Verse and Page where every reference is found:


KINGDOM OF GOD


A. Described as, of:


God

Mark 1:15

 “The time has come,” he said. “The kingdom of God has come near. Repent and believe the good news!”

Heaven

Matthew 3:2

and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”

Christ and God

Ephesians 5:5

For this ye know, that no whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, hath any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.

Their father

Mathew 13:43

Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Who hath ears to hear, let him hear.

My father's

Mathew 26:29

But I say unto you, I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom.

The son of his love

Colossians 1:13

Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son:


B. Special features of:


Gospel of:

Mathew 24:14

And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.

Word of

Mathew 13:19

When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side.

Parables of

Mathew 13:10-53

The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to the people in parables?”

He replied, “Because the knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them. Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them. This is why I speak to them in parables:

“Though seeing, they do not see;
    though hearing, they do not hear or understand.

In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah:

“‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding;
    you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.
For this people’s heart has become calloused;
    they hardly hear with their ears,
    and they have closed their eyes.
Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
    hear with their ears,
    understand with their hearts
and turn, and I would heal them.’

But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. For truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.

“Listen then to what the parable of the sower means: When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in their heart. This is the seed sown along the path. The seed falling on rocky ground refers to someone who hears the word and at once receives it with joy. But since they have no root, they last only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, they quickly fall away. The seed falling among the thorns refers to someone who hears the word, but the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, making it unfruitful. But the seed falling on good soil refers to someone who hears the word and understands it. This is the one who produces a crop, yielding a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown.”

The Parable of the Weeds
Jesus told them another parable: “The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field. But while everyone was sleeping, his enemy came and sowed weeds among the wheat, and went away. 26 When the wheat sprouted and formed heads, then the weeds also appeared.

“The owner’s servants came to him and said, ‘Sir, didn’t you sow good seed in your field? Where then did the weeds come from?’

“‘An enemy did this,’ he replied.

“The servants asked him, ‘Do you want us to go and pull them up?’

“‘No,’ he answered, ‘because while you are pulling the weeds, you may uproot the wheat with them.  Let both grow together until the harvest. At that time I will tell the harvesters: First collect the weeds and tie them in bundles to be burned; then gather the wheat and bring it into my barn.’”

The Parables of the Mustard Seed and the Yeast
He told them another parable: “The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed, which a man took and planted in his field. Though it is the smallest of all seeds, yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds come and perch in its branches.”

He told them still another parable: “The kingdom of heaven is like yeast that a woman took and mixed into about sixty pounds of flour until it worked all through the dough.”

Jesus spoke all these things to the crowd in parables; he did not say anything to them without using a parable. So was fulfilled what was spoken through the prophet:

“I will open my mouth in parables,
    I will utter things hidden since the creation of the world.”[c]

The Parable of the Weeds Explained
Then he left the crowd and went into the house. His disciples came to him and said, “Explain to us the parable of the weeds in the field.”

He answered, “The one who sowed the good seed is the Son of Man. The field is the world, and the good seed stands for the people of the kingdom. The weeds are the people of the evil one, and the enemy who sows them is the devil. The harvest is the end of the age, and the harvesters are angels.

“As the weeds are pulled up and burned in the fire, so it will be at the end of the age. The Son of Man will send out his angels, and they will weed out of his kingdom everything that causes sin and all who do evil. They will throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Then the righteous will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Whoever has ears, let them hear.

The Parables of the Hidden Treasure and the Pearl
“The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. 46 When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it.

The Parable of the Net
“Once again, the kingdom of heaven is like a net that was let down into the lake and caught all kinds of fish. When it was full, the fishermen pulled it up on the shore. Then they sat down and collected the good fish in baskets, but threw the bad away. This is how it will be at the end of the age. The angels will come and separate the wicked from the righteous and throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

“Have you understood all these things?” Jesus asked.

“Yes,” they replied.

He said to them, “Therefore every teacher of the law who has become a disciple in the kingdom of heaven is like the owner of a house who brings out of his storeroom new treasures as well as old.”

A Prophet Without Honor
When Jesus had finished these parables, he moved on from there.

Mysteries of

Mark 4:10-13

When he was alone, the Twelve and the others around him asked him about the parables. 11 He told them, “The secret of the kingdom of God has been given to you. But to those on the outside everything is said in parables so that,

“‘they may be ever seeing but never perceiving,
    and ever hearing but never understanding;
otherwise they might turn and be forgiven!’”

Then Jesus said to them, “Don’t you understand this parable? How then will you understand any parable?

Keys of

Revelation 3:7

“To the angel of the church in Philadelphia write:

These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open.


C. Entrance into, by:


New Birth

John 3:1-8

Jesus Teaches Nicodemus
Now there was a Pharisee, a man named Nicodemus who was a member of the Jewish ruling council.  He came to Jesus at night and said, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the signs you are doing if God were not with him.”

Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.”

“How can someone be born when they are old?” Nicodemus asked. “Surely they cannot enter a second time into their mother’s womb to be born!”

Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit[b] gives birth to spirit. You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”

Divine call

Luke 22:29, 1 Thessalonians 2:12

And I confer on you a kingdom, just as my Father conferred one on me,

encouraging, comforting and urging you to live lives worthy of God, who calls you into his kingdom and glory.

Repentance

Matthew 3:2

and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”



D. members of:


Seek it first

Mathew 6:33

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Suffer persecution

Acts 14:22

strengthening the disciples and encouraging them to remain true to the faith. “We must go through many hardships to enter the kingdom of God,” they said.

Preach it

Acts 8:12

But when they believed Philip as he proclaimed the good news of the kingdom of God and the name of Jesus Christ, they were baptized, both men and women.

Pray for it

Mathew 6:10

your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.

Work in

Colossians 4:11

Jesus, who is called Justus, also sends greetings. These are the only Jews among my co-workers for the kingdom of God, and they have proved a comfort to me



E. nature of

Spiritual 

Romans 14:17

For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit,

Eternal 

2 Peter 1:11

and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
























Hey Baby

 




I love you my Queen.

Tuesday, November 30, 2021

From

 


The BIBLICAL CYCLOPEDIA INDEX

(Of the Mendenhall Reference bible)


From Genesis to Revelation


Arranged alphabetically giving the Book, Chapter, Verse and Page where every reference is found:


Heaven - the place of everlasting bliss.


A. Inhabitants of:

God 

1 Kings 8:30

And hearken thou to the supplication of thy servant, and of thy people Israel, when they shall pray toward this place: and hear thou in heaven thy dwelling place: and when thou hearest, forgive.

Christ 

Hebrews 9:12, 24

Neither by the blood of goats and calves, but by his own blood he entered in once into the holy place, having obtained eternal redemption for us.

For Christ is not entered into the holy places made with hands, which are the figures of the true; but into heaven itself, now to appear in the presence of God for us:

Holy Spirit

Psalm 139:7-8


Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.

Angels

Mathew 18:10

Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven.

God's people

Hebrews 12:22-23

But ye are come unto mount Sion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an innumerable company of angels,

To the general assembly and church of the firstborn, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of just men made perfect,



B. Negative characteristics of:


No marriage

Mathew 22:30

For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as the angels of God in heaven.

No death

Luke 20:36

Neither can they die any more: for they are equal unto the angels; and are the children of God, being the children of the resurrection.

No flesh and blood

1 Corinthians 15:50

Now this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; neither doth corruption inherit incorruption.

No corruption

1 Corinthians 15:42, 50

So also is the resurrection of the dead. It is sown in corruption; it is raised in incorruption:

Now this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; neither doth corruption inherit incorruption.

No weariness

2 Corinthians 5:1-10

For we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.

For in this we groan, earnestly desiring to be clothed upon with our house which is from heaven:

If so be that being clothed we shall not be found naked.

For we that are in this tabernacle do groan, being burdened: not for that we would be unclothed, but clothed upon, that mortality might be swallowed up of life.

Now he that hath wrought us for the selfsame thing is God, who also hath given unto us the earnest of the Spirit.

Therefore we are always confident, knowing that, whilst we are at home in the body, we are absent from the Lord:

(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)

We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord.

Wherefore we labour, that, whether present or absent, we may be accepted of him.

For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.

No sorrow

Revelation 7:17

For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.


No pain

Revelation 21:4

And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

No curse

Revelation 22:3

And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him:

No night

Revelation 22:5

And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever.

No wicked people

Revelation 22:15

For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.

No end

Mathew 25:46, Revelation 22:5

And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever.


C. Positive characteristics of:

Joy

Luke 15:7,10

I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance.

Likewise, I say unto you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth.

Rest

Revelation 14:13

And I heard a voice from heaven saying unto me, Write, Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord from henceforth: Yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their labours; and their works do follow them.

Peace

Luke 16:25

But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented.

Righteousness

2 Peter 3:13

Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness.

Service

Revelation 7:15

Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them.

Reward

Mathew 5: 11-12

Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.

Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.

Inheritance

1 Peter 1:4

To an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you,

Glory

Romans 8:17-18


And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.

18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.


D. Entrance into, for:


Righteous

Mathew 25: 34, 37

Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?


Changed

1 Corinthians 15:51

Behold, I shew you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed,


Saved

John 3: 5, 18, 21

Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.

But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.

Called

2 Peter1: 10, 11

Wherefore the rather, brethren, give diligence to make your calling and election sure: for if ye do these things, ye shall never fall:

 For so an entrance shall be ministered unto you abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

Overcomers

Revelation 2:7, 10, 11

He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.

Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life.

He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; He that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death.

Those enrolled

Luke 10:20

Notwithstanding in this rejoice not, that the spirits are subject unto you; but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven.

Obedient

Revelation 22:14

Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.

Holy

Revelation 19:8

And to her was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen, clean and white: for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints.


E. Believers present attitude toward:


Given foretaste of

Acts 7: 55-56

But he, being full of the Holy Ghost, looked up stedfastly into heaven, and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing on the right hand of God, And said, Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of man standing on the right hand of God.


Earnestly Desires

2 Corinthians 5:2, 8

For in this we groan, earnestly desiring to be clothed upon with our house which is from heaven

We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord.

Looks for

2 Peter 3:12

Looking for and hasting unto the coming of the day of God, wherein the heavens being on fire shall be dissolved, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat?

Considers "far better" than now

Philippians 1:23

For I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ; which is far better:

Puts treasure there

Luke 12:33

Sell that ye have, and give alms; provide yourselves bags which wax not old, a treasure in the heavens that faileth not, where no thief approacheth, neither moth corrupteth.















From

 


The BIBLICAL CYCLOPEDIA INDEX

(Of the Mendenhall Reference bible)


From Genesis to Revelation

Arranged alphabetically giving the Book, Chapter, Verse and Page where every reference is found:


Lucifer - light-bearer



Name applied to Satan

Isaiah 14:12

How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!

Allusion to elsewhere

Luke 10:18

And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven.





Hey Honey

 



I love you baby.