I can't...

I can't sit still.

Can't think.

I wanna just go grab Hubert by the hair of the head and drag him out in the street.

Piece of shit.

He almost pulled it off.

I'm just gonna tell Janet.

"Why you gotta take him to Shelbyville?"

"Why can't he drive himself?"

"Why can't his family feed the dogs?"

"Where did his new SUV go?"
"Why won't they help him move?"

"Trips to Shelbville are the tip of the ice berg, you got to let him go or you will be the one with a hot plate and no family. Watch."

"I'll get him out of here for you...gladly, with enthusiasm."

"I'm not gonna sit around here and watch everything you and dad ever worked for your whole lives be sold of piece by piece."

"He's healthy, he was supposed to be dying  few months ago."

I'm gonna make sure and get things worked out with James, went to call a minute ago but there is no signal here, snowing etc... but I'm gonna take her keys off my key ring, hold them right in front of her face and tell her. "Don't you ever question my honesty with you ever again. Ever. When I say the trucks radio didn't work when I got in the truck it means the radio didn't work, when I say the truck was fine when I pulled in the driveway, the truck was fine when I pulled in the drive way. If your not going to believe me when I tell you something when I am looking in your eyes, then you are giving me no choice but to discontinue this relationship. period. Forever. just like everybody else has with you. I will not tolerate this nonsense. Here are your keys if you want them back but when I walk out that door, don't ever call don't ever write, me or Nicholas ever again. That's where I am at. Where are you at? You wanna loose the only family you have left over somebody that's gonna bled you dry? I aint gonna sit around and watch. Don't ever call me and tell me I was right. I know I am, you do to. Your lonely, they see you comin, Hubert, Phillip, Bearnice...you given them thousands, bent over backwards for em...and the guy that's been here for 38 years with you? They guy that only wants 6-7 hours of sleep here 8x a month? That guy tells you the truth and he's the one you gonna get mad at?

"Hubert is the only one who had access to the truck after it was parked. I drive it. it benefits me. He don't. He's tryin to make me look bad. It's what they do, divide and conquer turn families against themselves. Don't fall for it. This old sick man scamming a elderly woman is as old as it comes. I can see 'em comin.been around them to long myself."

Something like that.

It's like going thorough the shit with his mom all over again only not so bad.

I literately can not breathe.

I do smile and relax however, when I see a nice lil silver boot though :-).

Small anxiety disorder"...Everst? anyone...

this is pretty big actually...

I will do whats right for my family, even if others can't or don't want to see it.

It's called...

Being

a

man...