Janet...

Janet text.

Said her truck wouldn't start.

The one she let me borrow for two weeks.

I had to have it jumped that one Sunday but I drove it for 11 days after that and it did just fine.

She said they couldn't get the hood open to get it jump started.

She pretty much did everything but tell me I had purposely sabotaged the truck once I had put it in her driveway.

This is what she does.

It's why her brothers don't talk to her.

It's why everyone who comes to the house to do work wants to charge her 3x as much as they would anybody else.

Cause they can tell she is a royal pain in the ass and won't be happy with anything.

They figure "Hey, I don't really wanna do this, but if I do, I might as well make some bank."

Don't ever insinuate a grown ass man is lying and not expect some push back.

As soon as I got her text    I called her house phone, no answer, called cell phone, no answer, text her back, lil while later she calls "Did you get my message? The truck won't start." "Yes I got it did you get mine?" "No." "What on earth do you think Janet? I use that truck more than anyone. Do you honestly think I would pull it in your driveway and then do something to it so it wouldn't work? I need it more than anyone else does." Not...what she expected to hear. "Well I certainly hope not" she says all condescending like. I honestly can't believe she actually said that lol...."I better go" she says..."Yeah that sounds like a good idea" I said back.

We had problems with it last year.

The guy told her there was something wrong with the alarm system.

It goes off all the time weather it's on or off.

Nicholas can vouch.

I told her then "I'd have the alarm system disabled if I was you and just lock the doors manually."

She didn't want to. 

Now she won't remember the conversation.

When I used it to go to Owensboro when the shit with Nicholas and Joanna blew up the radio wouldn't work. 

Just got in it and it didn't work. 

To this day she thinks I did something to that radio.

She's paranoid.

Why? Why on earth would I break a radio when I have a 90 mile trip ahead of me? Does that make any sense at all?

I was so mad today. You don't even know.

Feel like my character was under attack.

Fuck that.

I'll fight back every time.

Shes like Al, she aint used to somebody standing up to her.

Tough shit.

I took a half a clonopan.

Knocked my ass out.

Nich text twice for me to come get him.

Didn't hear the phone either time although it was right beside me.

He got a ride with his buddy's mom.

So what do I wake up to?

"Thanks for coming and getting me!"

lol See why I hate chemicals?

This was supposed to be my 4 or 5 hours with nothing going on on a Saturday afternoon.

Yeah...turned out great...

Oh well

Janet always gets over her bullshit...

eventually anyway...

and if it's the worst thing that happened? 

It was a really really good day...

People shouldn't ever insinuate someone is a liar and then think they are not going to defend themselves.

It's her truck.

She was told there was a problem with the alarm system.

She willfully choose to do nothing about it.

Now it's my fault?

I aint ever touching that truck again.

I'll get a rental car if i have too.

It aint worth this kinda bull shit. 

I hope she sells it honestly.

I don't ever even wanna look at it again.

Fuck that.

Me and Nich gonna be gone soon.

Hubert aint always gonna be around.

She's gonna be by herself.

It's cause she acts like this.

She don't see it.

She wouldn't ever leave dad alone.

Always on him about nothing, stupid lil shit, all the damn time.

Never a moments rest for the man.

Put him in the grave early.

I've always maintained that.

Always.

Ask mom, she agrees.

Not me.

I'll stand up to her.

James already told me I can sleep at his place if need be.

He's on days when I am on nights.

I would be gone when he gets his kids.

Perfect.

If need be.

Hopefully not.

Sorry for the rant.

Still trying to calm down.

Love you.

Just want some peace, somewhere sometime...

It seems so elusive at times...