Tired...

 

Tired of dealing with drama...It aint even my drama lol...Nich and school and Algebra? That's to be expected somewhat. The crap with his moma and this shit with Janet? It shouldn't have ever happened. Feel like I am doing nothing but going around and cleaning up other peoples messes...

 

It won't be happening much longer I assure you.

One way or another,

I will eliminate the sourse of the drama.

Problem solved.

 

 

email to mom:

 

A truck not starting is the least of her worries. I'm looking at it from a standpoint of saving her from the looming financial and emotional diasaster that is on the horizion. If she chooses not to be saved I have no choice but to walk away. I, nor Nicholas, will be around this. We've seen it enough. I think she will wake up. I know how it is. Takes a while to see the forest when you are in it.

She needs me around to prevent this type of thing from happening. I'll do my part. The rest is up to her.

 

Simple, calm, easy...

I may flip out getting to this point once I am here. Once I know in my heart whats going on? Once I have a plan of action and know how I am going to proceede?

I'm good at that point.

 

Promise.

Watch.