Well you

know what?

It would be nice to see some eyes sometime and see just what they tell me cause I am sick of this shit.

I have been running around like a chicken with my head cut off for four fucking years and I am tired.

I want so badly to take some time off but in six to eight weeks we will have riding weather so it just don't make any sense to do so right now.

 

Tired of this job, no matter how well you do, or how poorly you do, you can count on being paid the same. Where is the incentive in that? If you ask them for a penny they will just look at you like your some kind of criminal. You will be branded as a "disruptor" a "troublemaker", it 's not even worth asking for it causes so much trouble. One raise in four years what kind of horse shit is that? I'm making less now than when I started.

 

Dave is a contractor as well. He was telling me his horror stories as well. Same shit where ever you go.

 

Frustrated.

Just want ink on your finger so I know whats up..

You would think I am asking for the keys to Fort Knox or something..

Give me a break.

 

Glad yall are all having your fun but all you are doing at this point is pissing me the ever living fuck off and I don't need it.

 

I made it 49 years without you, think I won't make it the rest of my days if I need to?

Better think again.

 

Not that I can't.

I just don't wanna.

 

But this not knowing?

Yeah...fuck that.

 

Show me something.

 

 

and...

 

you...

 

know...

 

what...

 

I...

 

mean...

 

 

I just hate patch, I just hate it.

Tired, headache look around home and all I see is work that needs to be done...

did I mention something about being frustrated?

 

You said a long time ago you need to get laid.

 

You?

 

Come walk a mile in my shoes.