Put

yourself in my shoes for a second.

Is that last post something you really want to write?

For friends and neighbors and relatives to all see?

Do you have any idea how hard it is to do such a thing?

Would anybody really just "want to" write such a thing 

if they weren't being divinely directed?

Hopefully you all know the answers.

I was told at the start of all this, two things are really going to suck for me.

1) You will have family and friends who will not be on that train to glory with you.

Some of who is not on there with you would shock you if you knew ahead of time who they were.

2) Nobody gets all the pieces of the puzzle. 

Nobody. 

It's like a mob boss who doesn't use a phone or any electronic media lol. 

Seriously, It's like Paulie in Good Fellas lol.

Remember?

Everybody comes to him one at a time.

Everybody gets their little piece without knowing what the others get.

It's the only way I know how to try and explain it lol.

 Nobody gets all the pieces of the puzzle. 

Nobody.

Try not to let it drive you crazy.

Hangin in there so far.

I hope :-).