You

always encourage.

It keeps me going sometimes.

There are days when I think, 

"Well there won't be much there today

she'll be to busy with blah blah blah and yet there they are, all these messages I know are from you delivered at specific times so that I'll see them. 

I used to think sometimes they were automated to show up at specific times but sometimes they do and sometimes they don't like when I have a day off and don't let you know about it.

Love always encourages.

It just does.

It would be real easy to get down some days.

TBH?

Sometimes I wanna make myself.

Know what?

I can't.

I've tried.

I know better.

It's like I'm not going to be allowed to or something.

It's weird.

But there is always the encouragement.

The, "She will be there when the time is right"

"Turbulence usually comes before a breakthrough, more than likely youre closer than you think etc."

I guess what I'm trying to say is it's appreciated.

The encouragement.

It always has been.

Feel like I don't say it enough.

I see your messages, notes etc and while a lot of them may have appeal to a general audience I know what the inspiration was and the thinking behind them.

People have always called me crazy anyway so this is really no different I suppose

 but whatever, you told me yourself all of them were for me.

It makes me believe:

"She loves you more than you can imagine.

Go.

Trust.

You'll see."

It really does.

I love you Virgie.